The Only Exception

2011-04-30T16:44:00.000-07:00

okaeeee, i know its been superrrr long since i posted here o.o hahas! well, have been really really lazy to post xD but then i started feeling guilty, and so, here i am posting :) hahas :D well, people's favourite questions to me: "how have you been over there? ", "when you coming back?", and my personal favourite, "the gals there chio anot?" or "the guys there shuai anot?" xD like.. seriously?? HAHAS!! okaee, well, here is.. nice? the perople are super nice, the place is beautiful, BUT, the weather sux to the max >< aughhhh.. oh well, gotta addapt to it :/ next, when am i coming back? hmmmm, i really am not suree :/ hehh, maybe since i like it here soo much, i might run from NS, and stay here forever o.o LOL (im joking!) hahas xD hmmmmm, the guys and gals here uhh? okaee bahh o.o lol not much comments :) hehhh.. i think i'm starting to talk like them a little xD can't say the same for my writing/blogging/fb status-ing though o.o hahasi still type like a typical singaporean, with an A for singlish xP

oh well, thats all for now then :D

2011-02-03T05:30:00.000-08:00

Happy CNY everyone :/
nth much happened todae..
went to grandpa's hse,
before goin to my uncle's hse for gathering..
hmmmm..
then got home ang i guess thats all?

Well, on the 1st of Feb, the 8th Council Exco had a small gathering together :)
well, it was more of a farewell thing, but anywayyyss....

so, we met at around 11 30am?
and we went to Seoul Garden for lunch *yayyy*
though i really pity pooja o.o
hehh.. i think i ate the most xD
all the way meat meat meat :DD

after that we went to take neoprint together :)
(ahhh, memoriess..)
gonna miss you guys!!! :(

okae okae..
and ytd (2nd feb), me, jia hao, jheric, lancelot, joshua and john,
went over to alec's hse :)
played grand theft auto xD
LOLOLOLOLOLOL

super funny la they all xD
will miss them all too :(

haishhhhh..
but todae seriously sucks la..
not cos of CNY..
but i am like..
heartbroken?
but anyways, life goes on..

well, thats all for now peeps..
till next time then.....

2011-01-31T00:12:00.000-08:00

omg, i feel super guilty for not updatin for such a long time mann.. haishh..

anywayys, life has been boring?

as usual la.. hahas!

nth really interesting hapened recently uh..

had BB Young Warriors Camp recently though..

went really smoothly, though it wasnt exactly as fun as last year's o.o

hmmmmmm..

about another 3 weeks more to departure..

hehh..

ouhh, and feb 14's coming :D

hahas.....

2011-01-21T05:22:00.001-08:00

WTF..
seriously, i think i am gonna blow up..
i am so full of stress that i'll just snap anytime soon..
i might even go into depression soon..
though i really hope i dont..
whatever it is,
sorry in advance if i blow up at anyone..

i'm gonna take a cold shower now..

2011-01-09T01:28:00.000-08:00

haiya people :)
okaee, so tomoro is the the release of the O Level results :), so wish me luck people! hahas :DD okaee.. so, since tomoro is the last dae of being a secondary 4 student, i'll try to summarise the past 4 years into one post :)

2007

First day of school was a blast, and so was the sec 1 orientation camp. I met many fwends, many of them still close fwends now :) I still remember to this day, the first BB parade i attended, and how i used to tell myself about what i wanted to achieve in the Company, and todae, i am glad to have achieved it :D Canberran's Day and National Day Parade (school-based) were the two actual marching parades i have attended, and man, did i enjoy it :)

2008

secondary two, i joined the Student Council, and yes, it was smt that i wanted to do. Though the duties, there is a certain appointment and and expectation of you, but well, its safe to say, that i truly enjoyed my time as a councillor. Plus, it is the year that i received a double promotion in BB, nd was given the appointment of CSM :) The first overseas trip i have been on: Hong Kong Collaboration Trip.. It was a fairly interesting trip, with lots of memories :) and just about 2 daes later, was the BB Service trip to Cambodia, where we shared lasting memories, and had the time of our lifes :) with the cherished memories, it had changed me, and made me realise how important and meaningful it is to bless others :) Ohh, but before being the CSM, we had our Canberran's Day Parade, where i was the Flag Bearer for BB :) Mann, that was funn :D also, i was a YOG volunteer, and those daes when they actually treasured us, were really full of joy and excitement :D

2009

Okaee.. I have gotta admit, that this year, i was totally messed up o.o Seriously! Well, lets bring it all the way back to the start :X okaee.. start of sec 3, i told myself that i will slack in sec 3, but study like shit in sec 4 :X first week of sku, i missed about 3 daes, cos i was a SL in the sec 1 discovery camp :) then later on during the march holidaes, i had BB Camp at Pulu Ubim, and then, i went for the Taman Negara Leadership Camp just a dae later.. To tell the truth, that was the first time i actually fell for someone so hard.. it took me 1 and a half years to actually get over her! hahas, that was probably one of the main reasons why i was so screwed up o.o Anyways, in the next two daes, i went for OBS, missing a week of sku, but i never regrtted going for it :) it was a really interesting camp :D anyways, i later went for the sec 2 camp, as a SL, where i missed about 3 daes of sku again ><> hahas! i was the commander of the squad :) hehe, ke kari [curry] xD oh ya! also, i was appointed head of training & development, in the student council exco commitee :) also, our biotech team managed to win a consolation prize :D

2010

okaee! the last year in the sku :) O Levels!!!! kae, i chiong like mad la! hopefully can do well o.o somewhere in april, stepped down from all appointments.. but i still went back for BB once in a while :D

2011-01-08T03:10:00.000-08:00

haiya peeps!
its been a super long time since i updated uhh..
hehe, feel super guilty :X

okaee, anyways,
past few daes have been a blast :D

-was in sku on tuesdae to teach magic tricks,
to the Boys for the recruitment drive todae..

-was in sku on thursdae,
to start wif the other preparations for the recruitment drive..

-was in sku on fridae,
to re-do the noticeboard (TWICE)..

-was in sku todae,
for the actual recruitment drive :DD

mann! i am like super tired la..
my whole body is aching,
as if i have been the the gym everydae in the past 3 daes,
five hours each ><
and i just foud two balukus, one on each leg O.o
i only had two hours of sleep this mornin,
but luckily i always keep a can of red bull in the fridge :DD

hmm.. next week mondae i'll be getting my results ><
wish me well everybody :D
lalala..

ouhh! then tuesdae i'll be comin to sku for BB Day rehearsal :D
i'll also be in sku on wednesdae for the actual BB Day :D

hehe,
super busy these daes :D
but at least i get to see you at sku :DD
hehe, and cos of that,
i wouldnt mind coming everydae :B

hmm, anyways, i will post again soon :)
i promise! hehe :D
okae la, thats all for now..
till next time :)

2010-12-18T16:52:00.000-08:00

haiya people..
sorry, i havent been updating recently..
have been lazy :P

BUTT..
i have been updating my fb :D
so, go there if you wanna know wad i have been up to :P
go go goooo..
www.facebook.com

anywaysss,
currently somewhere in baltimore?
i thinkk..
at the hotel lobby, usin the com :)
yayyyy..

wasnt as cold todae..
want to washington dc,
saw lots of stuff..

ouhh, and sorry,
but i dun think that there would be many photos!
cos my sis is being a really lazy photographer during this trip xD

well, i guess thats all for now..
still pondering,
if i should go to the sku prom..
hmm, till next time :D

2010-12-07T22:11:00.000-08:00

haiya people!
the flight sucked..
20 hours of confined space, and dry air..
==

anywayys,
sorry didnt post anything when at T3..
hehehe..
didnt get a chance to..

soo,
in hotel now :D
its like 12 20 AM here, and 2 20 PM in Sg..
dun think i'd be sleepin anytime soon :D

its freakin cold here..
hmm, really dun know where to startt..
post more stuff tomoro :D

i'm leaving on a jet plane

2010-12-06T05:02:00.000-08:00

'Cause i'm leaving, on a jet plane,

Don't know, when i'll be back again..

-Jewel

haiya people! :D
okaee, really happy todaee :D
todae is the best daee, probably of the WHOLE yearr!! :D
hehehehe :DD

okaee, anyways,
wont go in detail whyy :)
enough of thatt..
tomoro, i'm going to be flown overseas..
( at least i'm not being shipped there :X )
soo, its gonna be an 18 hours flight,
and i am seriously hoping that my butt doesnt catch on fire O.O
hahas, im joking!!

so, my butt is gonna hurt like hell tomoro,
so, must remember to 'warm-up' first xD
okaee, i'm gonna leave my phone here in SG..
so, try not to call/message/text/sms/etc. me,
until the 26th of december :S
yepp, the trip is gonna be that long..
and by the time i get back,
i'd probably be a human popsicle,
cos it would be like super cold there :X

my luggage is already full,
sorry people! i'm not really a souvenir person,
and in fact, i probably wont even buy anythin for myself..
really! i am really not a 'shop till you drop' kind of person xD
to prove it, about 90% of the clothes in my cupboard,
are either sku related, or from an event i participated in :D
( but thay are all nice shirts okayy :D )

well, if i continue, this would probably be a superr long post :X
so, i'm gonna stop here,
and the pictures will do the rest of the talking :D
i''ll try to blog whenever i get the chance,
and post the pictures :D
but no promises!
hahas :3

soo, till next time :DD
my next post would probably the at T3 tomoro :D

secret

2010-11-25T02:53:00.000-08:00

hello earthlings!
okaee, i have a secret :D
and its a secret, so i am not gonna tell..
i wont tell, so stop asking!
STOP ASKINGG!!!
okaee, i'll tell :)
the secret is that i...
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there! thats the secret :D
(hehe, i know i'm kinda lame)

unstable

2010-11-24T02:53:00.000-08:00

okae..
i realised that i am kinda emotional at times o.o..
and a bit unstable too..
lol..

so, i am gonna change!
muahahaha..
from now on,
i will be a much more happy person!
Yayyyy! :D

feel like CRAP..

2010-11-22T05:46:00.000-08:00

okaee..
feelin really fked uh..
but the thing is..
I DUN KNOW WHY!!

hmm.. well, this mornin,
woke up early to meet cass for a mornin run..
still not really feelin that well..
have a really bad cold/cough/flu/etc
anyways,
i still accompanied her run uhh..
and halfway, i sort of started blackin out..
so, i told cass to go off first,
and i sat somewhere for a while..
caught up wif her later on..

so, we did our run,
and did our usual set of crutches/sit-ups at canberra park..
while doin,
she asked me if i was stil thinkin of her >.< since then, she keeps poppin into my head == just go awayy.. SHOOOooo.. aughh.. feel like crap.. hope i'll feel better tomoro.

i really wanna talk to you,
(not 'you' as in the person mentioned above ==)
but i just keep missing all my opportunities..

new blogskin

2010-11-17T07:18:00.000-08:00

heyy again!
okaee.. i have changed my blogskin.. Finally!
abyways, tomoro meetin darwiis and aaron udomsak for gyming..
yayyyy..
ZZzzzz..

hmm.. tiredd uhh..
so, till next time :P

Os ARE OVERRRRRR

2010-11-15T05:00:00.000-08:00

heyy people! Os are FINALLY over!!! HURRAYYS!! :D anyways, this is my first post in a while.. so, this is gonna be really short :D

okaee.. so, i have moved my blog.. like duhh.. hehh..
hope you guys didnt get too annoyed by the red button?
:D

okaee.. will be changin my blogskin too :D
(that is.. after i have found a nice one >.<)

well, thats all for now then (told you it would be short..)
till next time then :D

2010-09-03T03:43:00.001-07:00

heyy people..
i am like feelin super guilty for not updatin my blog uhh..
loll..

anyways, FINALLY!!!
PRELIMS ARE OVER!!!
muahahAHHAHAHAH...

soooo,
the past few weeks has been like really stressful :X
but its all over! (for now..)

hehhh..
hope i do well though :S
so far, a maths p1 was traumatizing,
and both physics papers were a pain in my behind..
other than that,
they all seem okae :D

anyways, nth much to sae..
goin to meet darwiis for terawih soon..
loll, till next time then :)

2010-08-18T02:18:00.002-07:00

heyy people!
i got C6 for my malay O LEVELS,
and guess wad? i am super HAPPY!!!
YAYYY!!!

hahas,
anyways, had pyysics SPA just now T.T
hope that i do well T.T

aughh, mum shoutin..
oh well, thats all for now then..

2010-08-14T23:20:00.001-07:00

heyy people..
not updated in a while..
anywayss,
watched 500 days of summer!
LOLL,
my sis bought the CD, then i nth to do, so i watched wif her xD

but it was really a nice show :D
plusss, i had even learnt smt about it :D
more about that laterrrr..

soo,
ytd i went to the library at 9+..
studdyyyy..
all the way to about 2?
yeaa, then went to sku to support the Boys,
at the inter-company games..
LOLL..

notice i said "support"
hahas, i ended up playin too :P
but the thing wass..
i was in slippers >.<
so, i borrowed alastair's shoes xD
they were like superrr big uhh..
was chasin after the disc like a clown sia xD

thenn, we ended up trashin 44th company 19-1 :D
thenn after that, just continued playin for funn uhh..

so, this was wad happened..
someone on the other side threw the disc,
which was like really out uhh..
so i ran..
i was like so focused on the disc,
that i didnt realise sir HS runnin after it too :S
and so, bi-gi-ba-Boom!
and now my knee is like al scrapped uhh..
LOLL! and know wad?
sir HS was not hurt all all!
hahas, lucky guy xD
aiya, nvm uhh,
will heal in a few daes :D

At first, i was convinced that you are the 'One'..

And that was wad kept me holdin on..

But now, as i think about it,

I have been lookin at only your good points,

And have neglected ur bad ones..

You have been my focus for so long,

That i had been looking in only one direction,

And not any other..

Who knows?

There probably was someone better there,

But i just didnt seem to notice that person,

For the only one i saw was you..

thats all for now people,

till next time :D

super stressed -_-

2010-08-12T06:19:00.001-07:00

i wrote an essay, with you in it, and i got a 22/30..

my teacher said that it was full of feelings..

but then again, wad's the use of feeling,

if it can't be conveyed?

heyy people..
really dun feel like updating,
but i cant let my blog die..
not yet though..
loll..

sianzz..
like super stressed now uhh..
feeling all the pressure..
*groanss..*

anyways, chem SPA was just now..
and "O" Level English Oral is tomoro -_-
hope i do well..

hmmm..
as i said, dun feel like updatin,
so thats all for now thenn..

2010-08-02T00:52:00.001-07:00

heyy people..
life hasnt gotten any better..
but then again, why would it?

anyways, i am in the sku cosmix now,
updating this god-forsaken blog,
which suffers a mundane existence.
it lacks a companion, and visitors..
its on the verge of dying..

anyways, prelim are already at my doorstep :S
needa chiong!!!
JIAYOU PEOPLE!!
LETS MAKE OUR TEACHERS PROUD!!

well, thats all for now =.=

there is a malay in me :D

2010-07-26T00:05:00.001-07:00

heyy people!
life has been suckish..
as usual..
darn it..

anyways, counting down to O levels T.T
needa chiong already :(

soo, fridae..
went to gym for pe, and recess..
also, it was jian xiong's bdae!
LOLL..
so, after my prayers, i had to rush to sun plaza,
to get the cake and all :)
god whipped cream too! :D
muahahaha!
so funn to smash cream into his face :)

anyways, had a really mini celebration after our ASP..
and jx was like complainin all the way about the whipped cream smell :D
hahas! i was the first to smash cream into his face :D

and so..
after that, plaed soccer at the street soccer court..
gotta tell you,
it was the first time i played that well :D
guess there is a "Malay side" to me after all :D

then, went home, and rushed over to east coast park,
for my cousin's bdae celebrtion :)
mann, the cake was HUGE!

hahas..
then went to sku for BB on saturdae..
and to the library after that :)
then accompanied dardar to army shop to buy groundsheet :D
mann, i LOVE going there :)
i bought a dog tag there too :D
hahas! wearin it now :)

then sundae..
had tuition :X
then slept :D

hmm..
nth much to blog about liao..
so, thats al for now :)..
anyways, tomoro probably goin for the parade rehearsal :D..

2010-07-20T06:01:00.001-07:00

heyy people
just wanted to sae..
that on the 16 july, 2010, fridae,
was probably one of the worst daes as far as i could remember..

in fact, the entire week was a torture..
but i guess that, that fridae was the tipping-point..
for one whole week, i had to suffer seeing you..
and seriously,
it frustrates me how close you seem to be with them..
i would be lying if i said it didnt hurt..

anyways, on fridae,
everythin was fine when i came to sku in the morning..
even the parade went fine..
but then, came the prize presentation,
where you were seated just behind me..

but then again, i try not to get affected over such things..
but wad really pushed me off the cliff was the dinner that night..

anyways, wadever it is,
i am just someone standin by ur side, watchin over you,
just like a little guardian hoverin nearby..

2010-07-10T05:58:00.001-07:00

heyy people!
sorry i havent updated in a while :S
anyways, life has been "good"..
have been helping with the parade rehearsals..
and well, its been fun..

LOLL, the other dae..
actually, it was ytd xD
played disc wif the rest after the rehearsal O.o
at first, we were just plaein passin,
then we ended up playin match :X

ouhh! and for pe ytd,
we had retest for 5 stations :D
i finally got a C for my standin broad jump!!!
YAYYY!! get Gold :D

anywayys,
OMGG..
i dreamnt about her ytd..
ROARR..
i have been bottling stuff too much..
i really needa release some out :S

hmm..
i needa drill my Boy's drills..
gonna have itensive trainin on mondae for the colour party Boys~~

welll, nth much todae uhh..
till next time :D

2010-07-01T05:57:00.001-07:00

heyy people :)
well, omg!!
had MT Oral 'O' Level todae!!!
really hope that i pass T.T
it was like damn hard uhh :(

anyways, after the oral thingy,
i went for parade rehearsal :D
LOLL, was like damn funny uhh XD

the strenght was like..
uhmm..
like.. (REALLY REALLY BADD)
if you were there,
then you should know uhh..
loll..

at first, i was like down there shoutin at them like always..
then joseph was like..
"Munshi, is it okae if you join in with them?"
and i was lik O.o
"ermm, okaee uhh.."
then i fall-ed in :3

thenn, later was like really funny uhh..
for the extra trainin,
me and danial were like shoutin commands all over..
and keep 'semula-ing' each other's command :X

lolls,
anyways,
did some thinkin while in the contigent just now :X
she was like..
DIRECTLY in front of me :S
RAWRRRR..

no no no no..
must stop thinkin about her.. :X
ouhh, and then after the rehearsal,
cass was like lookin for people to take jump shots wif her,
and pulled me wif her XD
OBCSENE!!

ouhh well,
todae was funn..
yayyzz!
hmmm..
okaee..
so, tomoro i needa go for rehearsal again :3
but tomoro, i really needa go..
cos joseph cant go,
and i needa..
stand-in for him?

soo, till next time then :D

if only you knew..

2010-06-25T07:24:00.001-07:00

heyy people!!
not updated in a while..
SORRIEE!!

my comp monitor got taken again =.=
anyways, have been busy lately..
plus, i have completed most of my H/W!!
muahahaha!!
ITS A MIRACLE!! O.O

anywayys,
have been to the library so often,
that its almost my second home :D
aiya, wadd to do?
darn world cupp..
cant study at mac at night,
cos it would be like damn packed =.=
for wadd?
to see 20 grown men, chasing after a bal.. XD

anyways,
SHHHHH!!
usin my sister's comp secretly :D
yayys!

hmm..
another 2 daes of "holidae"
before i needa go back to sku T.T
jiayous!

hmm..
well, i guess thats all for now bahh..
till next time then..

2010-06-15T03:36:00.001-07:00

you know..
over the years, i have made lots and lots of mistakes..
and it is those really small decisions which have made me who i am todae..
over the years, i have hurt people, and even made several people hate me..
of course, all these aren't intentional,
and trust me, if i could take back all i did, i would..
over the years, i have made a fool of myself,
and humiliated my own self..

some of the stuff i have done may not even be sensible and are down-right STUPID..
and well, as much as i would like havin a reset button in my life, there just isnt one,
and i have no choice but to bear with whatever comes to me, and just try making the best of it..

i admit that i had totally screwed up my sec 3 year last year..
somehow, every single decision i made was wrong, and every single turn got me lost..
screwing up last year is the main reason why i am facing all this crap now..
so, since there is so reset button, i have to make do with all this,
and bear with all this bull-shit..

arghhh!!
you know.. i had always thought of you as a fwend?
and instead, you back stabbed me and humiliated me..
i trusted you! and you did this?
darn you! damn you!
ROARR!!

i am damn fed up by you..
and you even put on ur blog that you hate "backstabbers", when you are one..
AUGHH!!
your attitude disgust me..
and you know what? i sincerely regret all i have done for you..
every single thing..
maybe you are right huh?
sayin that i shouldnt waste my time on you,
and that you are not worth my time?
i am starting to think so too you know..

and you know..
i never thought i would sae this..
but i hate you..
i really really HATE you..
=.=

arghhh..
i needa calm down..
thats all for now . . .

BBQ CHICKEN

2010-06-14T01:21:00.001-07:00

tired of the same old food that you are always eatin?
and that you just wanna try smt new?
if you havent,
how about tryin the spicy drumplets at BBQ chicken?
there is one at northpoint basement 1, waitin for customers :)
i can guarantee the SHIOK feeling while eatin and after eatin it :)
but,
WARNING: IT MAY BE TOO SPICY FOR MOST PEOPLE
wanna take the challenge? xD

haiya people!
just came back from orchard..
wad i did there?
nth =.=
seriously, nth!
anyways, i am still wonderin if i should go to sku tomoro,
to help joseph to teach the Boys drills..
hmm, see first uhh,
if i feel like goin :D

anyways,
i am like achin all over uhh..
ytd went to the gym :D
not gone in a long time :X

so, really short post todae :) till next time :)

BIG ASS FANS

2010-06-12T04:18:00.001-07:00

haiya people!
so, went to sku todae..
supposedly went for my eng oral :X
but since my register number was like really far away. i spent some time teachin my Boys some drills :D Waa, you noe uhh, its like damn frustrating when both BB teachers arent in sku.. me, aaron and quek jun hao were like running all over the sku to look for mdm jun, for the log room key =.= then needa look for her all over again to return the stuff to the log room =.= but it was funn :D well, after that i went home, had lunch and slacked for a while.. after that, went out to somerset to meet my parents.. there is a rather new shoppin centre near somerset MRT.. and they have like really(i mean REALLY) giant fans.. and guess wad is the name of the company that made the fans? *BIG ASS FANS* xD is like damn funny uhh.. was like laughin my "ass" off =D didnt get a chance to take a pic though.. ouhh, and then we went to ben & jerry's.. LOll.. not been there in a while :X yayyyy, CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIE DOUGH!!!

ouhh well, thats all for now :D

2010-06-11T06:28:00.001-07:00

heyy again people :)
just came back from my haircut =.=
and its like damn short uhh :X

lolls.. at first i ask the person to cut layer, but short..
then she cut cut cut..
but still too long, so i sae cut some more..
so she cut cut cut..
but still too long,
then she give up, and cut slope O.O
LOLL, but at least behind still can spike :D

loll, well, thats all for now uhh :)

2010-06-11T05:40:00.001-07:00

hie people of the world (and other creatures livin amongst us) :D

anyways, have been really lazyy to blog >.< sianzz =".="">.<

ermm, always lookin forward to saturdaes :D
anddd, tomoro is SATURDAE!!
YAYYZZZ!!
hahas, i know i am retarded :)

hmm.. i am goin down to have a haircut soon T.T
if i dun cut it soon,
i am afraid it might start growin wild,
like some shrub xD

ouhh well, till next time then :D

2010-06-07T03:09:00.001-07:00

heyy people :)
just had a really nice chat wif her just now :) lolls.. ouhh well, i am just glad that we are still fwends :) anyways, talkin to her, over msn just now, i took out my masks, and the person who chatted wif her just now, was the actual me.. but then again, we are just fwends..

as the daes pass, i am just gettin closer to my o levels.. i really needa buck up, and start my revision.. but the good news is, i already have! yayys \o/ i have started to be more hardworking, and i now do my h/w! can you believe it? ME?! DOIN MY H/W?! hahas! ouhh well, i have already gotten the pace, just hope i do not lose it :X

2010-06-03T04:08:00.001-07:00

you know.. i dont really seem to be able to notice you in a crowd, like i used to..

Masks..
For years, i have been wearing masks, switching them all the time, depending on the people i am with. Even when i meet a new friend, i tend to twist and turn, to "suit" them.. there are even times, when i dont even remember who i really am.. even when i met her, i was wearing a mask. but i guess i over-did it.. so, from now on, i shall remove my masks, and not bother what others say.. i shall be ME..

happie b'dae to mee.. :D

2010-06-02T02:36:00.001-07:00

heyy people :)
the past few daes has been a blast!
hahas, yeaa, mondae was my bdae! yayyyzz!!

happie b'dae to me,
happie b'dae to me,
happie b'dae to munchie,
happie b'dae to me :DDD

hahas, anyways, wanna thank ALL those people who wished me happie b'dae :) got up to 70+ wishes on facebook^^ thanks you everyone! ouhh, guess wadd? i got a crumpler! lollz :) and it msells like BBQ, cos i went to seoul garden ytd :X ouhh, and i also watched shrek ytd.. Lolll, really have been enjoyin the past few daes :) ouhh, and i tell you uhh, that chin yong, that see chin yong uhh.. put on fb, happy birthday uncle munshi.. =.= ehh, i only 16 lehh, call me uncle already >.<>.< wad a dae for my b'dae to fall on.. anyways, fingers crossed, prayin hard i would do "well" :X mondae was also the dae that those people goin off to mount K left.. hmms, might be a little late to sae this, but TAKE CARE, AND ENJOYY UR TRIP!! hahas, its a really dangerous trip okaeee.. of course need to sae TAKE CARE!! ^^ but been there, done that, came back alive :DD

hahas, well, dun wanna make this post too long, so thats all for now people :)

child's names

2010-05-26T08:43:00.001-07:00

heyy people..
we were just as close to the semi-finals for floorballs, like we were in frisbee :( guess that i would just be walkin around aimlessly tomoro for sports fest hahas :) anyways, just now in class was like damn funn uhh.. dunno why, but qx and jx were like shootin each other durin class about wad their furute child's name would be.. hahas! was like damn funny uhh.. yeaa, it sounds lame, but really fun to watch them :) then jx was like shootin qx that his child's name should be either poo poo toh of blur blur toh? hahas! totally no link lehh; and qx was like shootin back mar sai sai and mar rambutan =.= really random lorr! hahas! then jx suddenly said nizam toh O.O hahas! ouhh, and qx was like down there sayin about the names i would give my child, depending on my "wife's" race.. loll, funny ones: if thailand, would be reezal udomsak toh; if eurasian, reezal pereira toh?! hahas! then the jx said that my child should be reezal baluku toh =.= loll! well, nothin much to blog about :) nites people :)

sports fest

2010-05-24T06:12:00.001-07:00

hey people!
really tired noww..participated in sports fest frisbee just now.. and i tell you.. we were really really close to gettin into semi-finals >.< seriously! but anyways, its already over, and tomoro is floorball :D i dun careee, MUST get into finals!! muahahaha :D ouhh, and i just got my new specs :) yayyy xD well, dun know wad else to update :X so, thats all for now :D

2010-05-21T02:36:00.001-07:00

hayy people..
guess that this weekjust isnt my week :X..

Anyways, i had spent the first two daes after the prelims, exercisin my thumbs :D well, after all, my mind needed the rest anyways.. xD spent the entire two daes being "wasted"!

ouhh, i cleaned my room!! ta-daa! :D its always that untidy during exam periods :X and fyi, thats my floor xD

also played chess wif my sis :D white always wins :D

the whole week has been really baddd.. my results are badd, i sprained my hand, and my specs broke =.= okaee, where to start..

1) results are badd! T.T must must study harder! 'O's are already around the corner >.<

2) was havin PE, playin floorball (*wif Qing Xiang*), and he tripped me! =.= and i sprained my hand..

3) my specs broke! darnn.. playin frisbee, and head-shot! loll xD

well, nothin much to blog about, thats all for now :)

2010-05-14T23:27:00.001-07:00

every once in a while,

i could still feel the excruciating pain in my chest,

and the irregular beatings,

which seem to come more often now..

it hurts so much that it even feels like i am bleedin inside,

yet, i try my best not to show it..

i have been doing really well so far..

2010-05-11T01:05:00.001-07:00

I am all numb..

can't you see that you are smothering me?

holding too tightly, afraid to lose control,

cos everything that you thought i would be,

has fallen apart right in front of you..

this is gonna ba a long long post..
so heyy people.. know what? life really sucks to the max.. it really does! so, anyways, as i said, its gonna be a long post, but i promise! i will be worth reading :D

over time, people change.. thats just how life is, people change.. like i just met my primary school friend just now, and man, he changed alot.. almost didnt recognise him either.. whether we change for someone, or we change cos we want to, its still a change.. things that leads to us changing, are the very small decisions we make everyday, and all those routes we allow life to bring us to..

well, at times, we take the right routes, and feel like its the best decision we had ever made, and that nothing else would have made you feel so fulfilled.. yet, there are also times where you just regret choosing the route you chose and just wish with all your might that a time machine would suddenly appear in front of you and you could make ammendments to that already miserable life of yours, because the pain is just too unbearable, like someone had just shot you in the chest with an arrow, but shooting you is not enough, for he still has to yank it out of that chest of yours and rip that beating heart out, just to stop the pain..

well, no matter what we do, its all inevitable, for there is nothing we can do but go along with whatever path has been set aside for us by fate and destiny. i hate to admit it, but we are all humans, and even i, have a share of ups and downs, front and back, as i shake myself from side to side, trying my best to wiggle out of whatever mess i am in..

ouh well, if only i had done this, if only i had done that.. no point crying over spilled milk, but it does make sense that we always keep them in mind, to avoid the same mistakes..

ouh, i'll cut to the chase.. if only i had not gone to the taman negara leadership camp, i would never have met her.. if i had never met her, who knows? i could have been a totally different person now, but i guess that its already too late to find out huh? if i had not met her, i would not have started playing disc, if i had not started playin disc, that miserable TV would not have existed, and i would not have gotten so close to that arse(sorry, but i can't think of another suiting word..), and i would not have been caught up by his influences.. and maybe i would still be one of the top few pupils like i was in sec 1 and sec 2..

well, so, in the end, i regret going for the camp.. for how dreadful i feel, to know that you hadnt tell me, though it would have hurt me, it would still have been better than me finding out about it myself.. yess, i know.. and this, i am gonna write next is slightly overdue..

on the 2nd of may, 2010, 9:10pm

i have given up..

this shall be the date that i shall start to forget you,

as i erase memories of you,

and be the person i was supposed to be,

without you in my life..

but me giving up on you,

doesnt mean that i will lose all feelings for you,

for i know that it would be furtile,

no matter what i do,

or how i try..

i had hurt someone, or even people, because i started loving you..

but now, i am just as hurt as all those people, as i suffer, thinking about you..

the first few days were easy.. i was able to do all my stuff like always, and for the first time, in a long time, i felt free, and light-hearted, as if i had just released a huge burden, which i had been carrying for a really long time.. but then the days went by, and i started thinking about you again.. and this was when the arrows started penetrating my heart, causing it to bleed.. but no..

i shall not give in to my emotional self-pity, and let my mental strength take control..

hmm, i just realised that my file is still with you.. but well, i do not need it anymore, so keep it, and know that that was given to you by the old me, the one who had taken many wrong routes and wrong turns in life; someone who is pathetic and emotional.. soon, you are leaving the country for a few days for your trip, but on that day, you are also leaving my heart forever..

prelims are here T.T

2010-04-30T02:15:00.001-07:00

heyy people..
not supposed to be usin the comp..
shhhhhh!!

loll, had eng P1 and ss papers just not..
dun really think i did very well..
but anyways, jy jy!

okaee, so its like i am tryna forget her..
but i keep seein her around sku =.=
wth?

loll, but anyways,
i have been feelin much much better then the last time..
hurrayss!
*retarded =.=*

anyways, good luck everyone,
must do ur very best for ur exams! :D

2010-04-17T18:15:00.001-07:00

heyy people of the world..
i am writing this to inform everyone that i had a battle wif barney,
and truimph victorious,
as i wear his head as my trophy :D

well, damn tireddddd..
was only home ytd at 12 midnite..
was out the whole dae!!!
but mainly at my cousin'd weddin :)
where i killed barney..

anyways, needa go again later..
after my tuition..
darn it..
anyways, really really not much to blog about..
till next time then :)

2010-04-13T05:31:00.001-07:00

I'm fallin apart
I'm barely breathing..

heyy peeps, second post for todae..
anyways,
did some deep thinkin just now..
not done any in a while..

really, i dont mean to annoy you or anythin..
its just that..
i miss you ,and i wanna talk to you..
lols..

but anyways..
i really think that i have been messagin you too much,
and that i keep on disturbin you..
even my phone bill shows an increase :X

but well, i havent messaged you for..
4 weeks now?
and i'll tell you..
its killin me..

but anyways, killin me or not,
i wont message you anymore..
well, unless if you message me,
and i needa reply, or if its an emergency..

but if you ever need any help wif anythin,
my phone is on 24/7 =D

well, people visitin my blog,
do tag okae?
its like totally dead now XP

well, thats all for my second post of the dae..
till next time :)

pics, long over due

2010-04-13T03:40:00.001-07:00

heyy people..
still not feelin that good..
BUT i am feelin much much better!
yayyz..

anyways,
realised that i have not posted up any photos in a really long time..
so here goes

life of a sec 4 student: ur uniform(under ur arms[for boys especially]) turns YELLOW?!

life of a sec 4 student: where, sleepin in class is normal, even if its after sku

life of a sec 4 student: where strange hand prints appears on ur uniform O.O

life of a sec 4 student: where learning extends out of the classroom

life of a sec 4 student: studying at mac becomes part of ur schedule

life of a sec 4 student: a humble ice cream cone provides energy for the brain :)

life of a sec 4 student: where you use up all ur fullscap and pen ink in about 1 to 2 weeks :X

life of a sec 4 student: when the fun ends, and you drop all responsibilities :S

well, thats all bah..

loll, till next time :D

ApRiL's FoOl

2010-04-02T02:47:00.001-07:00

heyy people!
well, should ahve posted this post ytd..
but psps, didnt have the time..
APRIL'S FOOL EVERYONE!

this year's april fool didnt seem as fun as the other years..
probably due to the age..
anyways, fooled several people..
there was valentino, jian xiong, venia, danial, and even my sis!

well, we were like havin Physics SPA ytd..
.and when valentino walked in, i was like:
VALENT! Ur pants.. never zip :O

loll, then he was like lookin down,
while holdin his apparatus and stuff xD
damn funny uhh..
then a while later, danial walked in,
but this time,
me and valentino were like shouting together.. xD

okaee..
later at night, in the car, i said to my sis..
me: ehh, you lose weight uh? you look skinnier..
sis: huh? really uh? *really happy*
me: no la! april's fool xD

yea, i know, kinda mean, but fun! :D

darn.. wanted to fool my teachers, but kept forgettin..
=.=
anyways, tomoro, i needa go to sku..
or..
wanna go to sku?
not sure which..
but just needa know that i am goin to sku :X

hope that she wont be there tomoro =.=

Well, thats all for now..
till next time..

=.=

2010-03-31T04:34:00.001-07:00

heyy again people..
life sucks doesnt it?
yea, it sure does..

anyways...
have been feelin all torn up inside..
hahas, i know..
its like i am all fine and all..
laughin in class and doin stupid stuff..
but what the heck..
i am just bottling everythin inside..

mann, it hurts so bad..
sorry that i have been avoidin you!
just that it hurts so much to see you T.T

aughh, change of topic :(
anywyas, had NAPFA ytd..
like wth?
i got all above C except for my standing broad jump =.=
but hurrays for me ^^
beaten my last sit up record ^^
managed to do 62 in 1 minute :D

2.4 is comin up..
needa start training :Z

mann, i am missing you sooo much, and it really hurts me up inside.. i don't know just what to tell you, except that i just can't get you out of my mind.. i am so depressed that i have been talkin to teddy again =.= and i tend to stare into blank space more often.. every night, the last thing that comes to my mind before my 'dreamless' sleep, is you..

moody, broken promise

2010-03-27T06:38:00.001-07:00

heyy again, second post for the dae..
needa seperate the posts,
if not, the other would be like damn long?

anyways,
gonna be 'emo' for the next few daes..
i know i promised someone that i wont be emo and all..
but what the heck..
i'll just emo anyways..

i dun wanna go into all the details..
but i think that i really screwed up..
like screwed up really badly?
this post is like sort of related to the post on the 25th march..

anyways, damn missin you right now..
like really really much?
but yeah..
i get it..
we are like two totally different people?
and we probably dun even share a common interest,
but yea, that doesnt change anythin..

anyways, gonna emo for the next few daes..
like anyone bothers in the first place =.=
well, nothin else..
till next time then..

steppin down ceremony

2010-03-27T06:23:00.001-07:00

heyy people..
todae was our steppin down parade..
like lols?

so, we reported to sku this morning at 7 30 am,
and travelled by bus to east coast park..
did a 5 km run, and had a small 'ceremony'..
standing down of sec 4s,
passing down of positions etc.

so, as usual,
kana taupok!
but they also got creative..
they swung me into the water!
loll, at least they had the liberty to 'strip' me..
O.o
loll, as in took my phone and wallet and stuff..

so, this is what happened:
officers gave us time to do anythin we want
after the ceremony..
but i didnt waste any time, and dashed off ^^
i ran about 400+ m away, until i ran out of steam =.=
so i let them catch me lor..

so, they jumped on me :X
got taupok-ed on the sand,
so, my shirt and pants were all covered with sand -_-
but anyways..

so, they taupoked me until i cannot breathe =.=
ehh, of course i cannot breathe la!
thoe who taupok-ed me were like chin yong they all lehh x.x
no offence :P

but i got my revenge :)
i took a fistful of sand and pulled chin yong's shorts..
and...
you can guess what i did next :D
loll, and he kept complainin that when he walked,
sand was like pouring out of his shorts =D
but of course, shorts not fun bahh..
must put in his under-pants :)

so, walked back to the place..
then lewis poh attaked from behind,
and next thing i knew, i was being swung into the water :X

lolls, had lots of fun todae :)
thanks you guys :)

well, thats all for this post :D

2010-03-25T03:51:00.001-07:00

heyy people...

wats up?

hahas, well,

the past week has been really depressing,

yet rather interesting at the same time..

18 march:

the very day that i had started liking her..

well, as in 1 year ago..

lolls..

so, its like an anniversary, so to speak..

20 march:

had bb camp/expedition..

reported late =.=

but anyways, got a chance to walk wif her :)

but wth?

its either i shrank or she grew taller =.=

must start drinking milk..

well..

its not that i dun enjoy walkin wif her or anythin..

the thing is that i just dun know what to say!

walkin wif her, i just get all tense up and nervous,

that i get tongue-tied =.=

so, its either i dont talk much,

or i talk without thinking, and my sentences gets all jumbled up =.=

loll..

and she hasnt been replyin my messages..

well, she is probably just busy bahh..

dont really know why i keep saying that to myself,

when i know otherwise..

thats all for now :) till next time..

asp?

2010-03-14T21:07:00.001-07:00

heyy people..
in comp lab now, before chem ep..
loll..

went for the jelutung carnival ytd..
actually wanted to go there, just to kepo kepo..
then in the end, i was like......

mineral water, $1!! ice pop, $0.20!!!
lolll..
aughh.. mr tan come already :X

update again soon :D

psps, not updated in a long time..

2010-03-10T01:33:00.001-08:00

heyyy,
sorry for not updatin a a long long long time..
computer broke down..
as usual..
currently usin my sister's comp..
shhhhhHHHhhhh..

lots to update..
but dunno where to start..
lolls..
anywyas, the sec 1-3s are havin CA1 now..
lolls, and the sec 4s are like so free,
as compared to them :D

muahahaha,
no ca1 xD

but only about 7 months to O levels :X
have been studyin hard recently :)
thats a good sign =D

so, every single day,
you can see me at sp mac,
from 9 to 12, latest by 1

jiayous! must do well for o levels!!

hmm..
was really determined to help her wif her subjects..
but when ever she is free, i am not,
and when ever i am, she isnt..
hope she does well this exam..
but lolls,
i am sure that she would..
since she is a really strong person inside..

well, biotech is long gone, and tan kah kee is here..
the team had been short-listed!
muahahaha, and our interview and presentation is this saturday..
speakin of which..
i needa message my officer that i wont be reporting for parade on that day..
.............
anyways, must cheer us on hor! :D

well, thats all for now..
till next time :D

long day..

2010-02-16T07:19:00.001-08:00

we are not THAT skinny and tall ==

Heyy people..

had a long day today..

met up wif fuzzy razy wuzzy this afternoon..

okayy..

was supposed to meet him at 1:30 pm..

but in the end i met him at 1:56 pm?

SORRY FUZZY!!

so, we met up, had a quick lunch..

and then went over to sengkang..

whyyy?

to visit pastor Danny =D

well, its just a chinese new year gathering..

at first, there were about 5 preople,

who said that they would be coming..

but in the endd..

only me and mr. fuzzy was came..

wth?

loll..

anyways,

my parents fetched me from there,

and we went for dinner..

reached home at about 9:40 pm?

damn tired now..

but need to perservere!!

munshi, jiayous!!

you can do it! :D

so, wanna guess what am i doin now?

chiong-ing H/W of course!

loll

nothin new..

well, needa finish this soon..

the faster i finish, the more sleep i can enjoy :)

so, well, thats all for now.. xD

$256

2010-02-14T07:11:00.001-08:00

Physics pop quiz.. GULP!
Qn 1) State 6 differences between mass and weight [12 m]
Qn 2) Describe 3 good things about Mr Dinesh [ 3m ]

heyy people..
just wanted to say..
HAPPY CNY & VALENTINE'S DAY!!!
also,
HAPPY B'DAE TO whose ever bdae is today..
LOLLL..

okayy..
so, today was CNY Day 1..
visited my grandfather's house,
and then we went to my aunt's house for gathering:)
collected $256 today :3
hehe,
*money-faced*

anyways, just found out that my cousin ran away from home..
and that he already got married..
LOLLL
like smt out of those dramas..

anyways,
was chattin through sms wif 'her'
but until now, she still hasnt replied..
probably he phone ran out of batt..
lols

anyways, thats all for now uhh..
wanna go sleep :D

CNY "Reunion"

2010-02-13T05:21:00.001-08:00

VERSE 1
Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

okayy..
so, today was the eve of cny..
lols, went over to my grandpa's house..
lols, my chinese one of course..

anyways, we went there a little late..
cos my sis had to go to work and stuff..
and by the time we reached there,
all the other uncles and aunts had already gone home ==
lols..

anyways, after that we went to eat mac..
so much for reunion "lunch"..
though we can't really eat lunch wif them there,
there wasnt even a reunion for us either..
lols..
but nvm..
its still the eve..
there is still another gathering tomoro anyway..

well, thats all for now..
till next time..

missing you..

2010-02-12T05:32:00.001-08:00

missing you secretly is a hard thing to do.. hoping.. wondering.. wishing.. that u feel the same way.. but i can't read ur mind if u miss me 2.. watever it is, i still miss u..

heyy..

okayy.. another 1 more day to go..

During the past few days, i was so sure about it too. I actually planning to update a post today. To tell the truth, i was gonna update with a post, saying that this Valentine's Day, instead of spendin time with her or anything like that, it would be the day that i would forget and get over her instead..

However, after today, i am not sure if i still have the courage to actually do it. Plus, talk is cheap. To actually do it, and be successful, is just very difficult. So, i am still deciding whether to forget her or not..

That should be all for now, till next time..

2 more days...

2010-02-11T06:41:00.001-08:00

Milo- SEDI- A !
KE KANAN- LU- LUS !

heyy people..
nothin much to update :X

wanna guess what am i doing?
HOME WORKING!!
usually when someone ask you what did you do during the holidays..
standard answer: eat sleep and watch tv..

but standard answer for schoolin days:
eat sleep homework..
or for some others, its just eat and homework :X

okayy..
another 2 more days :)

mann..
not i am totally 100% broke.. :(
not even a single cent in my pocket now..
but my officer owes me $40!!

augh..
darn it, this week no bb T.T
i wann my moneyyy...
T.T

anyways, gonna reply tags, and that would be all for now..

stacy: 3 more days to?
well, it actually depends on ho you see the day as.. it could be the first dae of cny, valentines day '10, valentino's bdae, jolene's bdae, andrie's bdae, or just some random dae that munshi is so excited about for no reason.. lols..

Jen: so you are as??
huh?? what talkin you?

Haris: relink
kk, will relink you soon..

Haris: tagg
thanks for the tagg...

3 more days..

2010-02-09T05:34:00.001-08:00

http://svetpohladnic.sk/pohladnice/obrazky/i-love-you-stx034.jpg

No matter how strong the feelings i have for you,

it still wont change the fact that we are only friends..

heyy..

trainin yesterday was not like i expected..

for some reason,

i was actually expecting a higher standard of our councillors..

but anyways..

okayy..

rushin through my work..

like ytd, and the day before, and the day before, and the day before, and the day before, and the day before

mann, sooo much workk!!!!

anyways, i dont really have much to update today..

still another 3 more days to V day..

like yay?

this year sucks..

thats all i have got to say..

this year sucks..

the next time i would be updatin would probably be on friday,

or maybe on sunday..

maybe even both..

still not receivin any taggs..

like wth?

okayy, nvm nvm nvm..

really not that in the most colourful mood today..

so, i guess thats all for now..

till next time then..

==

2010-02-07T06:15:00.001-08:00

heyyy people..
been so damn busy recently..
soo much stuff to do..

fallin sick..
caught a flu..
had a really really bad headache the past few days..
and i have been an averge of 6-4 hours of sleep daily..

anyways, still rushin through my work..
lots to do, yet so little time to finish them all..
anyways,
what i am tryin to say,
is that i am really damn freakin stressed out now..
i am actually considering going for academic counselling..

anyways,
tomoro will be havin council flag and command trainin..
i would be conducting..
good luck to me..

well, really worn out now..
needa go rest,
till next time..

"long time never post" xD

2010-01-31T07:53:00.001-08:00

heyy peeps..
have been really really really stressed out recently..
darn..

okay..
owe lots and lots of h/w..
really lots to do, yet so little time..
i dun even have time to relax!!
mann..
teachers even advised me to go for counselling..
like wth?
okayy, nvm..
thats how sec 4 life is supposed to be..

btw, just came back from camp ytd..
our BB camp for sec 1s..
had lots of fun..
at nite, since we couldnt sleep, we went to walk around the sku..
walk walk walk..
even plaed fish bee in the field :D
it was at night :D
and it was really fun, cos we couldnt really see the disc xD

we also walk around the sku,
go scary places..
and razy was like, " dun wann go, scary sia"..
LOLLLL

then, at 2 am, we went to sleep in the middle of the parade square..
lolll, fun fun fun..
then every once in a while have npcc walk past..
then we even joke that when we wake up,
we surrounded by npcc doin drills..
LOLLL

so, me and aaron woke up at 5am to polish our uniform..
polish polish polish..
let the rest sleep somemore..
until the npcc started doin flag raisin..
lolll, so,
when they woke up,
they were surrounded by npcc doin flag raisin xD

after that, the campers had their breakfast..
the night before, me and aaron had to go out to buy..
at first, we went to the shop & save opposite the sku to buy..
but no stock..
-.-
so, we went to scc giant..
needed to be back by 9 30..
only had 30 minutes..
so, we rush like siao la..
lolll

officers passed us $50 for the food..
but end up, we overshoot the budget :X
ended up payin $83.90
:X

Bringing the food back to sku was torture..
the milo packets were like so darn heavy ahh..
:(

aiyo..
then, had some other activities...
any part of the camp, was PROMOTION!!!!
YAYZZZ

staff sergeant munshi :)

anyways..
i really needa get back to my h/w now..
but will reply some tags first..

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psps, last time i replied tags was like so long ago :x

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sorry lah.. i replyin now..

Jen: lols.so SORRY to spam you!!!HAHA!!
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orhh..

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haris: tagg
thanks :D

reezal: wa new yr resolution ah.gerek
hahas, but not yet accomplished any :x

Haris: happy new year!!!!
thanks, happy belated new year :x

Haris: tag
tagged :)

♥ELAINE.L: YOOHOO! TAGGED! ;D
hiiiii

♥ELAINE.L: YOOHOO! TAGGED! ;D
HELOOOO, thanks for the tagg

a post that is mostly related to BB..

2010-01-26T06:23:00.001-08:00

heyyy..
finally catching up! YAHOOO
lolll

okayyy..
really happy..
already catching up with my work..
though i still owe some ><
but anyways..
i am catching up!!!
hahas, i know i am retarded :)

BTW..
pls pls pls pls tagg me :(
my tagboard is like sooooo dead,
that it beats the pursose of even havin one =.=

anyways, had bb sports trainin on monday..
lolll
had basketball trainin..
for those who know me..
i am not exactly a 'ball' person..
lolll
if i plae basketball, the ball would end up in a tree..
if i plae soccer, the ball would fly backwards and into a tree..
if i plae softball(which is actually really hard), it will go off course and hit smt, or maybe get stuck in a tree somewhere.. :X
etc etc etc...

so, conclusion: i suck at any ball-related sport =.=
maybe for some reason,
the round shape just doesnt suit my palms =.=

but heyyy!
tomoro is frisbee dae!!
match among bb :P
besides sports trainin..
we also have uniform inspection :(
needa bring full u tomoro :(
but never mind!
jiayou jiayou!
lolll

then, on fridae, we will have our frisbee sports trainin..
hmm..
sounds fun?
i hope...

then on friday, will be our official promotion..
yayyyy..
we are supposed to invite our fwends..
anyone wanna come???
PLSSS???
if you are interested to come, message or call me!
just ask around the school if you dun know my number :)
or you can leave a message at my tagboard? :D
anyways, besides the promotion parade,
there will also be some party thingy :)
so if you can, pls pls come??
and also, if you wanna come, tell me soon..

and thats all for today..
will reply taggs when i receive more..

SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING!!!

2010-01-23T08:55:00.001-08:00

Even if i am feelin down, seeing you always cheers me up :)

heyys..

SORRY THAT I HAVE NOT UPDATED IN A REALLY LONG TIME!!!

have been soooo busy..

that i dont have time to update..

in fact, not even enough time to complete all my h/w..

mannn..

so damn stressed by h/w..

i even have to stay back almost every day for smt..

usually EP(ASP) bahh..

waaaaaa!!

not enough time to finish all my workk!!!

even kana detention for not finishing my bio work =.=

i DID it okayyy!!!

just that it want complete, cos of not enough time T.T

anyways..

not all is bad the whole week..

on wednesday, there was a bb-organised charity carnival event..

to raise funds for Haiti..

and then there was some straits times reporter who interviewed me..

O.o

but they didnt even mention me in the newspaper -_-

they only ones they mentioned were the sku,

and the principal..

-_-''

okayyy..

spent lots of time rushing through my physic's project..

did BOTH the presentations..

WTH..

BTW, that IS not me..

okayy..

today's saturday..

so, that means..

BB!!!

yayyyz..

had dragonboating today =D

and our boat came in first for the race!!!

muahahaha..

but my arm is all sore now :X

besides that..

hehehe..

had promotion todae =D

now up-ed a rank =D

HEHE.. Staff - Staff - Corporal xD

hmm..

have tuition tomoro :(

and on monday, the torture starts all over again :(

hmm..

not had my 'de-stress activities' in two weeks already'

maybe i shall go tomoro :)

anyone wanna come along?

hehe..

anyways, thats all for todae..

already 1 :11 am..

and my mom is like shouting at me already :X

so, nightey night everyone!

Till next time..

will reply tags soon, when i have the time..

a few updates in one post :)

2010-01-14T06:53:00.001-08:00

Baby, i will wait for you, no matter how long you may take..
Lets just hope that it doesnt take too long..

heyy people :)
for those who still do not know..
my com is hack from the hospital!
yayzz..
but it doesnt have any memory -_-
the doctors says that its amnesia -_-

anyways, lots of things happened recently..

6-8 January - Sec 1 Orientation Camp
8 January - BB Recruitment Drive
9 January - BB Parade (Team-Building)
12 January - The Boys' Brigade Day
12 January - Some BB event at the Padang..
16 January(yet to come =D) - BB Parade (Combat Skirmish)

okayyy..
sec 1 orientation camp..
sad to say,
last year's campers were much more enthusiastic and lively :(
This year's sec 1 campers,
were like really dead O.o
also not really that co-operative either -_-
but never mind..

so, had to change lots of times..
reported to sku in sku uniform,
to do duty..
then, changed to camp attire..
then at night, changed to slpin attire..
the next day morning, changed to uniform again to do duty -_-
after that supposed to change to camp t shirt..

however, someone stole jo's camp tee..
-_-
so i sacrificed mine lor..
lend to her..
after all, president need face..
so, should be seen in proper attire..
lols..
so, i wore uniform the whole day..
which is okay la..
i also needed to do usherin duty for parents,
so needa wear uniform..

okayy..
recruitment drive..
i think it probably sucked,
from the number of people putting us as one of their choices..
-_-
however, i wasnt there the whole time,
so i cant really say much..
but catapult, was a disaster -_-

BB day..
had to report to sku in full u,
and had to shay that way the whole day..
waa..
had to wear full u from 6 45 am,
all the way to 10 pm T.T
after sku,
we had the event where we had to wear full u..

so, we were there with a few more companies..
while the others had to stand and make a 'paveway'
a few of us were pulled out to help wif logistics..
what the..
while the others were like havin 3 hrs rest,
we were slogging through logicstics..
then, i was also assigned to do smt else also..
openin door for president to come out of car -_-''
so, i needed to shand there and wait until he come..
waa sianz..
then , when open, still needa salute some more..

okayyy..
for upcomin events..
COMBAT SKIRMISH!!!!
wohooo!!!
plus, we will be playin wif sembawang sec =D
muahahaha..
we have territorial advantage :)
anyways, thats this saturday..

O.O almost forgot...
one more day :)
11 of January :)
i got to walk home wif 'her'
yayys :D

she actually had smt on,
so i decided to go home first bah..
so, while walking, i was messagin her..
asked what time she would be going home..
her reply was like..
'now'
goin back wif ur fwends?
'dono, maybe..'
'goin back alone'

lols, at that time i was already at the junction traffic light bah..
but nvm..
i waited..
lols..
the walk was like the first time,
i had a proper conversation wif her bahh..
lols..
most of the time she did the talking,
cos i didnt know what to say :S

hahh, she is still as random as always :)
and still as cheerful :)

well, lookin forward to the next time
i may walk wif her bahh..
but that would probably be in a really long time T.T
mann, missin her already T.T

lols, so, thats all for today =D

2010-01-01T22:14:00.001-08:00

heyy people..
just came back from school O.o

went to school to have some preparations for CCA recruitment done..
and well, it was a failure -_-
well, at least not all of it :)

was in the sun most of the time..
and i now have some freakin sun burns!!!
-_-

pain pain pain -_-
should have listened to aaron,
and moved into the shade -_-

happy new year!!!

2009-12-31T08:48:00.001-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

heyy people..
was in a really happy mood, then in a really foul mood, then in a really happy mood again!
lolll, i know that i am a bit retarded :D

anyways, woke up early in the morning again,
and met razy..
overslept, and was like..
really really late :X

we went to school to collect the photos from mr. ong,
for the noticeboard..
and guess what??
i found my drill cane :D
except that i found it on mr. chew's table -_-
so, needa beg him for it..
lucky lucky i didnt buy a new one yet :P

then, went over to jo's house for 'meeting'
but because i came late cos i was at school,
i reached in time to see them eat sushi -_-

went together to sp..
me and razy went to print the photos,
at the instant print machine at the kodak shop..
then, met up again with the rest at KFC..
pooja could only eat the cheese fries,
cos she is vegetarian..
how sadd..
-_-

later on, mr. dinesh came and join us..
so, we had another meeting..
and after that, we went home..
met rizqina on the way..

then,
i called cass for a chat..
and she called 'someone'
blah blah blah,
and i got really mad..
was really really boiling..

never mind!
dun wanna talk about it..

then, did my work..
work work work..
and around 9 30,
razy called and asking,
if i wanted to go to sp hardcourt,
to see the 2010 countdown..

so, i went ahh..
mannn, had lots of fun :D
also saw one of my pri sku classmate..
lalala..

there was even fireworks there!
too bad it was only the two of us -_-
the more the merrier..
of course we tried calling people along,
but no one could come -_-
i had messaged someone,
asking that person to come..

and know what the person said?
cant come cos going for dinner..
ROFLLL..
dinner so late??
lolll
no offense

so..
had loads of fun, then went home..
actually thought of waiting for my sis to end work,
maybe can go back together..

so, i waited and waited..
but still didnt end..
after a while, i tired already,
so, i just went home bahh..

so, its 2010..
and i have some new year resolutions..
but i am not gonna post it up here..
plus, it may involve some people..
muahahaha
lols

so, since its already 2010,
i can start accomplishing them already :D

people!!! please tagg my tagboard!!! its dyingggg!!!

Cbox

2009-12-29T04:16:00.001-08:00

heyy people..
so, replying some taggs :)

` TIFFANY: oh hello
helloooo! thanks for the taggy

Haris: tag
thanksss

coraaa: yeah i saw you. but nv say hi... sorry uh
nahh, its okae :D.. i also didnt sae hi..

reezal: ya la ya la best trainee ah. haha
hehe :D i take that as a compliment :D

coraaa: hmm yeahs. lols.
lolzzzzzzzz

coraaa: hmm yeahs. lols.
lozzzz

coraaa: hmm yeahs. lols.
lolz

nadiah: if you wana watch paanormal activity, just go to watch-movies-links.net lahhh. free!
-_- paranormal activity needa watch in cinema.. watching in computer not fun bahh.. lol

coraaa: hello.
hiii

Haris: tag
thanks for the tagg :)

hehe, keep the tags coming in :)

gonna die from too much work :S

2009-12-29T03:45:00.001-08:00

heyy people :)
back from training session with the council for the sec 1 orientation camp O.O

heheh..
was a nice training..
at least better then expected O.O
LOLLL..
anyways..
the excos were like damn hungry after the training..
and we planned to go have lunch at KFC :)(:

BUTTTT..
we saw mr dinesh going into the staff room,
and we justtt HADD to call him..
sighh..

we wanted to disturb him cos he just came hack from India..
''mr dinesh mr dinesh!! where our souvenirs?!"
lol..
and valenTINA was like asking for spices and curry powder from India :D

instead of getting curry powder and spices..
he gave us some more work to do T.T
what the....
gonna dieeeee!!!
still needa chiong my h/w :S

so..
he was there talking and talking..
giving us the stuff to do -_-..
we were really hungry!!
RAWRRR

when it finally ended..
we went down the foyer staircase,
we were half way past the foyer,
when haryama called us to help -_-
the school handbook for next year had some typo,
and we needed to paste some sticker over the typo -_-
RAWRRRRR..

in each clas there are about 40 students..
that means that there will be 40x8 classes of students in each level..
which turns up to be 320..
there are 4 cohorts..
so, its 320x4,
which is 1080 students!
plus the 80 sec 5s,
it comes out to be about 1160 students!!!
ROARRR

hungry, hungry..
very hungry..
hungry very..
chiga langka, piya piya (2x)
chiak!

LOLLLL..
when it was finally done..
we headed to KFC at sp :D
ate zinger student special and cheese fries :) (:
after that, went to plae fish bee for a while..
FOR A WHILE..
which was really realyl for a while -_-
might as well dun plae -_-
hahas, joking joking :P

then, had a walk around sp wif cass, elaine and razy..
lollll
had lots of fun :D
plus, they may also be meeting up tomoro at ssc..
may be joining them if i have the time :S

darn..
have to meet my officer tomoro :(
hehehe..
already started discussing about our next CSM and SLs :P
also started discussing our next exco batch :S

waaa..
another 4 more months, and we are stepping down T.T
time flies so fast..
wished that we had made better use of the time we had :(

hmm..
well, my comp is still in hospital :(
using my sis comp :)
hehe, shhhhh..

anyways, gonna reply some taggs..
not replied taggs in a while :S
hehe..
gonna reply all the taggs in the next post :)

updates....

2009-12-24T00:56:00.001-08:00

heyy people..
sorry that i havent updated in a while..
my computer broke down (AGAIN!!!)
right..

anyways, lots and lots to update..
recently went on another road trip..
but this time with my family..
had a $100RM budget, but never used any of it -_-
lol, save money :)

and just a few days after that,
i had council camp!!!
WOOHOOO!!!
after 3 months of intense planning,
it turned out to be a really really successful camp :)
sadly, it was only a 2 day, 1 night camp :(

was the medic for the camp..
so, i couldnt sleep at night :(
had to stay awake in the council room..
was damn tired the next day,
but must stay enthu!!
ftppp ftppp ftppppp..

the day after the camp, we had the sec 1 registrations..
councillors (already councillors, and nominees),
had to help out with stuff :)
i did ushering at the hall :)
HAD AIR CON!!!!
WOHOOOO!!
met people i knew also :)

will be going over to my aunt's house later for Chrismas gathering :)
lol, will be meeting my cousins and aunts and uncles :)
hahhh..
we meet only about twice or thrice a year :X

lalalalala..
promise to reply taggs in next post
mannn..
had loads to update about, but cant remember now :X

Ouhhh..
almost forgot..
i will be at the sec 1 orientation next year..
Yayyyyyzzz
love camps <3 well, till next time :)

i could feel you tremble when we touch . .
i can't hold back by survivor

2009-12-09T06:36:00.001-08:00

heyyyy people..
must be wondering why i havent updated in a while..
or why i have not been online in a while..

well, i went on a 'road trip' with my cousins, and all, to malaysia..
yep..
it was okay..
but on the bus ride home, i fell sick.. -_-
visited the doctor yesterday..
his diagnosis: stomach flu, and viral infection..
yea, that sucks..
i have been in bed for the last 4 days..
have been feeling better today, but still not really okay -_-
will post somemore tomorrow..
nites..

2009-12-02T05:39:00.001-08:00

hey people..
i changed my blog music..

Something Stupid- Robbie Williams, Nicole Kidman

yea..
lol, its sort of ONE of my favourite songs, since i was K2!
lol..

anyways, something i forgot to talk about in my last post:
my LDC2 camp..
for those who do not know,
i recently came back from a came...
LDC2 - LEADERSHIP DEVELOPMENT COURSE STAGE 2

yea..
had sort of a good time..
met many new friends too..
yea, nice people..
and guess what?
i was best trainee for my company ^^
yayyy
and i got a BB army knife
hehhh..
they sell those in the BB shop at BB HQ..
but mannn..
its like damn exp :X
actually wanted to buy one last time :X

anyways,
feeling really sick todae :X
have been having a headache the whole day..
mannn..
hurts like hell..
probably have a bit of fever too..
-_-

so, went to susu house just now for exco meeting..
watched this really scary documentary..
really scary :(
but i STILL wanna watch Paranormal Activity :)
anyone wanna watch wif me??
anyone gonna watch, must call me horr.. :)
yea..
i KNOw that it is NC 16 and all..
but COME ON!!!!
only another 5 more months..
this kinds of show..
must watch in cinema..
is watch at home not fun liao :(

hahhh..
for some reason,
i am like craving to watch a scary show uhh..
dunno why :X
lol, so must call me horr, if you watching.. :)

okay..
i am gonna reply some taggs :)

Haris: walao,then didnt ask me to play along
sorry sorry!! sort of a last minute decision to play..

Haris: tag
waa, you are my biggest tagger, lol, thanks for the tagg(s) :)

Haris: tag
lol, thnks

Darwiis: hi. wassup? (:
lol, still need to ask uhh? read my posts! haha

Haris: tag
thxx

nadiah: go tag my blog leh. its very dead. like no one visited seh ):
lolll, haha, okayy, will tagg you soon :P

Haris: link me
linked already uhh :O

Haris: tag
thankss :)

stacy: don't emo liao lah,must stay happy for the sake of healthy body!see!go gym also ache all over,that show that my theory of emo-ing is correct:D
haha, okae okae, i promise not to emo anymore kkay? lol^^ btw, thanks for the taggy :)

reezal: come on cheer up
hahh, right, thanks :O

Baris: tag
thx :), really appreciate it :)

stacy: mooshi mooshi
teh c(stacy) :P

2009-11-30T08:36:00.001-08:00

hey people..
26th of November was Darwiis birthday..
went out to have lunch wif some friends..
namely, reezal, haris, budi myself, and of course..
darwiis..

anyways, have nothing much to update about..
my comp speakers are still wif peter, like wth..
anyways, still chiong-ing my perth trip work..
deadline was ytd!

anyways, met up wif cass just now,
to throw abit of fish-bi :)
anyways, really nothin much to update about :X
btw, gonna change my blog music soon

so, yill next time :X

2009-11-25T05:31:00.001-08:00

hey..
ytd, me and my family watched 2012..
man, it was nice..
for some reason, the scary part,
is that it is totally plausible O.O

haha, really good movie,
especially for those who likes such shows..
hehh..
tomoro will be a busy day..
have 5 straight hours of ss T.T
can die sia T.T
but..
after that, going to meet friends at cwp :)
its darwiis b'dae tomoro..
will post more about it tomoro..
one more tagg people, then i will reply..

anyways, thats all for now..
till next time..

REMEMBER..

2009-11-23T05:58:00.001-08:00

Do You Remember - Jay Sean ft. Sean Paul

I've been, thinkin, about you
And how we used to be it,
Back when, it didn't have to mend,
We can start again

[Bridge:]
There's nothin left to say
Don't waste another day
Just you and me tonight, everything will be okay

If it's alright with you,
Then it's alright with me
Baby let's take this time,
Let's make you memories

[Chorus:]
Do you remember (3x)
All of the times we had
Do you remember (3x)
All of the times we had
Let's bring it back, ohhhh (5x)

So long, since you've been, missin
It's good to see you again
How you, how ya doin'
And how about me, don't't let this happen again

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hey people..
OMG..
its a miracle!
the storm finally clears..
hehh, have been feeling much much better today for some reason..

anyways..
someone kind of made me promise not to emo O.O
hmm..
can guess who uh..
so, i shall try my best to keep the promise..
hehe..
'try my best', cant guarantee anythin :P

anyways, changed my blog song..
like duhh..
kinda got tired of down :X
anyways, this song,
i sort of..
dedicate it for someone..
hehh..
obvious..

do you remember all the times we spent together?
i am missing all the times we had..
can we ever re-live all those special moments again?

man, i really miss you..
havent really seen you for such a long time now,
tha i just miss you soo much..
T.T

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anyway..
enough of that..
i didnt really do much today..
had chem remedial early in the morning..
SIANZ!!!

after that, played fish-bee wif haris for a while..
yayyyzzz
havent played in such a long time,
that i kind of suck at it now :(

then, went home,
and went out again,,
squeezed into the car, to send my sis to sku >.<>.<
so, till next time then..

2009-11-22T07:45:00.001-08:00

hey..
still in a foul mood, like yesterday..
but at least the sky seems to have cleared up..
A BIT..
It would probably take quite a while for it to clear up totally..

had tuition as usual today..
just could not think of what to write for my english essay just not..
ended up not handing it up..
just could not write anything..
did not have any inspiration to write..
probably cos of my mood -_-

after tuition, my dad picked me up,
and we went to the gym for a while..
now my whole body aches like hell..
hmm..
going to the gym to carry weight,
abrupts the growth..
i dont really go regularly..
i only started going, end of last year..
and i have only been to A gym about 5 times this whole year..

sorry, but i tend to talk crap after i just wake up from sleep..
its now 11 50pm, and i just woke up..
yea..
retarded, i know..
just had about 5 hours of sleep..
gonna sleep somemore after updating this dumb blog..

anyways, have remedial tomoro..
needa put on a smile,
so that no one would ask me..

people: hey, are you okay?
munshi: yea..
people: sure?
munshi: yup..

it gets annoying sometimes..
anyway, i dont realy have much to post..
so, till next time..
not that anyine comes here anyway..

really really really bad bad bad mood

2009-11-21T06:59:00.001-08:00

hey people..
really really really not in the mood..

anyways, just uploadin SOME photos, as i promised..
for that person reading this post, who wants some scenery,
it is still in my computer desktop..
hehe..
psps, try checking again soon..

having chinese lesson in one of the australian school

posing with some statues

doing some colouring at the changi airport

okay..
so, those are some of the pictures..
anyways, just came home..
just now went for an event at suntec city, for yog..
had to put up a smile despite having such a foul mood..
not gonna go into detail, why am i in such a bad mood..
sorry, but i had forgotten to take some photos when i was there..

besides the yog booths,
there was the anime comvention upstairs..
so, i saw lavi, allen walker, that guy from final fantasy(dunno his name),
as in the one with the really big sword..
also saw many many different characters..
also saw a big, fat chun-li from street fighters at, at the mrt..
anyways, really really really in a damn freaking mood..
so, i am just gonna keep this short..
till next time..

back from perth, wanna go back there :(

2009-11-19T04:00:00.001-08:00

hey people..
back from perth..
didnt want to come back..
hope to go back there again T.T

the past few days were wonderful..
though still nothin comes close to the TN experiences..
it was still a wonderful trip..
acquaintances became friends, friends became closer friends..
and sadly, hated people bacame even more hated..

anyways, this will be a really short update.
psps!
having problems uploadin photos..
promise to upload the photos asap kkays?
anyways, there are not really many photos of me
cos i am sort of the group's photographer..

anyways..
writing related to my last posts..
i said that i wanted to go to think through stuff..
idk..
but i probably think of her less now..
which is probably a good thing..
yep..
some people go there, and start likin someone..
but i went there, tryong to forget someone..
BUT..
my trip to forgettin her,
would have been more successful..
if SOMEONE didnt go for the trip..
man..
i HATE him so so so much..
>.<

Haris: [scroll]welcome back[scroll]/
lolll, thanks for the welcome home :)

Haris: tag
thx

Haris: tag
thx for the tagg

stacy: helloooooo
hiiiiiiiiii :)

Haris: tag n have a safe trip
thx^^, already back home safely

reezal: happy flying XD
lolz, thanks^^ 6 hours, of butt cramp >.<

Haris: tag
thanks for the tagg^^

Haris: tag
hi, thanks forthe tag

flying off..

2009-11-11T23:32:00.001-08:00

heyy..
so, i will be flyin today...
will be leavin the house soon..

right..
so, i just finished packing my bag..
lol, took me half an hour :X
and for some reason, it feels heavier then my mount K bag..
>.<

rite..
so, i still needa go meet qing xiang later,
to borrow from him his tie pin >.<
lol..

promise to upload photos when i come back kkay?
hehhh...
brought 2gb memory card in my phone, plus a 1 gb and 258 mb spare..
confirm will have enough space for photos ^^
anyways, i will be in perth for the next..
7 days..

so, dun call or messsage me kkay??
cos if you do..
it will probably me my mum who reads the messages, and answer ur calls >.<
cos my phone will be wif her =.=
lolll..
as in my phone SIM card..
i am usin hers, cos mine doesn't have auto roamin >.<

right..
so, thats all for now..
hope all is well..
and nothin(except me) changes when i come back..

no need to send/fetch me..
if fact, DON'T send/fetch me..
cos my parents will be pickin me up =.=
even as much as i dun wann them to =.=

right..
so, till next time..

another post, with nothing much to post about >.<

2009-11-11T06:35:00.001-08:00

so...

i will be flying off tomoro..

but this won't be my last post, before flying off..

it is the night flight tomorro, so,

i probably still can post tomorrow..

anways, my blog music is really really loud..

in fact, too loud, that its getting on my nerves :X

will fix it asap..

nothin much to blog about..

will upload some really overdue photos..

right.. so, we were supposed to heat up some zinc and hydrochloric acid solution, in a crucible...

OMG... i chao da the crucible >.<

OMG.. I broke the crucible lid... >.<

OMG.. i melted the plastic that we were supposed to put the crucible on... >.<

hmm... at least the result wasnt all that bad >.<

Aughhh... it was part of the science practical,

which would be counted in 'O' Levels!!!

really screwed up this one...

>.<

first time i damaged so many things in just one experiment >.<

and the plastic!

it smelled sooo bad...

that i had to stick my head out the window...

i later on placed the plastic thingy at the window,

so that the others would not have to suffer =.=

anyways..

it really was a fun experiment :]

can't exactly remember what was it for by the way..

i think it was a test, regarding the reactivity series..

hmm...

come to think of it..

maybe it wasnt for 'O' Levels after all...

not sure bahh...

anyways..

till next time :X

nothin much >.<

2009-11-10T04:57:00.001-08:00

hmmm...
nothin much to blog about :X

Down- Jay Sean ft. Lil Wayne
So baby don’t worry,
you are my only,
you won’t be lonely,
even if the sky is falling down

Wait For You-Eliot Yamin
So baby I will wait for youC
ause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of timeIf it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint trueI really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do
I'll wait for you

It's been a long time since you called me(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby

okay...
so, i managed to put in the music...
FINALLY!!!
but, somehow, i dun know where i put it >.<>.<*

anyways...
really really really nothin much...
so, till next time...

baby pics^^

2009-11-09T02:59:00.001-08:00

hey people!

so, been in a better mood recently...

okay...

guess what?

i got a new phone!

yahooo!

lol

anyways,

its a Sony Ericsson W595...

yea...

really happy wif it^^

just got it 2 days ago...

rite...

countdown: another 4 more days^^

goin to perth!

yayz...

still needa get my stuff ready :X

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didnt do much yesterday...

went for tuition like usual...

then,

met up wif aaron...

went to safra arcade...

and it sucked >.<

seriously!

one of the games even 'stole' my token :X

even the variety of games there sucked >.<

so, we went to np timezone to have some real fun ^^

BUT...

aaron is a really boring fellow >.<

keeps on dun wann this, dun wann that...

munshi: wanna do this?

aaron: nope

munshi: you hungry?

aaron: nope

munshi: i am hungry... wanna go mac eat?

aaron: nope

munshi: c'mon... how bout if i treat you?

aaron: nope

lol...

its kinda funny actually^^

too bad, we arent exactly the 'take picture of everything' kind of people...

if i have some pics,

then i cound have uploaded some...

today was also boring... :X

had to go to sku just now >.<

went to submit payment for the perth trip...

didnt meet any of my fwends >.<

anyways...

i promised to upload some of my 'baby' photos...

in some really really really old post :X

i am gonna keep my promise...

so, i am gonna upload SOME of the cuter ones :3

playin wif snow :3

still crawling :)

after a bath^^

me, and my sis :X

this are only some of the photos which i scanned from my album...

for more pics, i have uploaded them to facebook...

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rite...

i also promised to start replying tags :X

stacy: hey munshi:D

HI! hahas, thanks for the taggy^^

Haris: Yo Munshi,link me @ http://theblazingwayoflife-haris.blogspot.com/

hey^^ will link you u soon, hehe

coraaa: you also link me eh?

right, linked.. hahas :)

coraaa: er hello. will link you up soon. thxn for the tag.

hie, thnx for the tagg :)

nadiah: relink pleaseeeeeeee

hey, already relinked :)

hey, thanks for all the taggs people!

but do keep them coming^^

you are the only one for me

2009-11-06T00:21:00.001-08:00

hi people...
not exactly in the mood today...

okae...
uhm, met up with narash yesterday,
together with aaron, casey, kheng hwee and brandon.
actually, i met up with aaron,
and we went to meet up with the rest.
they were havin dinner at hei sushi in ssc.

we went to sit with them until they finished their dinner.
after that, we took some group photos

narash took the photo, and said that we look like a BB(boy band)

after that, narash had to go home, cos he was havin jet lag.
so, the rest of us went to time zone at ssc to plae for a while.
shoot! i spent $10 from my forbidden money >.<
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Anyway, i have done some thinking,
and i realised that there is only one person,
whom i have feelings for.

yes!
there is only one person whom i have feelings for.
i know that i have been confused, between two people,
but i now know,
that i do not have much special feelings for the other person.
i only think of her as a fwend.
someone who i can talk to,
someone to share my problems with.
but, not really someone i have feelings for.

i know that i shouldnt be thinking about all this now,
and that is should be concentrating on my studies,
and looking forward to my 'O's...

but i just cant forget about you!
i try and i try,
but i just can't do it...
i know that i mentioned time and time again,
that i have forgotten, and gotten over you...
but it just isn't that easy.
even if you break my heart,
it somehow manages to get back together,
as time goes by.

by the way, i just met her just now.
by accident, in fact.
i met her on the way to sku this morning.
whenever i meet her, i feel security, and happiness overcomes me.
for most people who see the person they have feelings for,
they would be the happiest person the whole day.
but for me, just talking to you makes me all happy for the whole week.
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Anyways,
this is just one of my really really old poems.
in fact, it is my really really first one.

Happy Valentine's Day.

Whenever I needed you,
You were there by my side to catch me when i fall.

When I was sad, you were there to comfort me
and make me smile...

You may not know this but I care more than you know.
Its not exactly because of your looks, but what I like about you is your smile.
Thats why I crack jokes all the time,
not because I have a sense of humour,
but because i like to see you smile.

I apologise if I ever made you angry or sad,
or maybe because i am not perfect

For this Valentine's Day,
I think about how different my life would be if you weren't there.
It did not matter to me if you gave a gift to me or not
because you are a gift to me, being who you are

So here i am writing this to you,
to let you know that while you are looking out for me,
i am also there on your shoulder,
your little guardian angel

By Munshi

If you are wondering why the 'you' s are highlighted,
thats because to me, you are someone special.
and only sent this out to special people.
Haha, and you are one of them...

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so, thats all for today. so, till next time...

2009-11-04T15:03:00.001-08:00

hey people!
finally changed my blogskin!!!
yayz...
not it looks much better :)
was kinda lazy to make my own,
so i just got one from blogskins.com...

anywayz...
nothing much to blog about...
updated my blog info, and stuff...
ohhhhh...
and i FINALLY linked all the people who told me to :D
hehehe

yesterdae was kinda boring...
was home alona again...
cos my mum had to go for some moe course thingy...
sis at sku, and dad was overseas.
woke up at about 10, had breakfast, slacked abit...
then, met haris and cass at sp to plae fish-bee...
plaed until 3 30, then i had to go home...
needed to change up and get ready,
to fetch my dad from airport...

so, i slacked somemore, and left the house much later...
when i was about to leave the house,
my officer called :X
as in my officer who is supposed to be in US,
and came back only quite recently xD
anyway, talked and talked and talked...

ended leaving the house later than expected...
so, took bus all the way to the airport :D
anyways...

will be going to sku soon...
have drills clinic with richard:X
will be meeting mr aaron udomsak at sp first,
then going to sku together...

Man!
my back hurts :X
i think its cos of the gym session,
that i had with my dad the other day...
feels like an old man :O

no poem to post...
not had any good inspiration recently...
people!
pls pls pls!!!
tagg my!
T.T

my blog is dying, not bacause of not updating,
but because of no visitors >.<
even the hit counter doesnt seem to be going up >.<
hmm...
will probably visit some blogs later,
to ask them to link me :S

so, thats all for todae uh...
will probably add music soon :D

2009-11-03T05:40:00.001-08:00

hey peep...
not in a very good mood todae...
uh huh...

nothin much happened todae...
was home alone almost the whole dae.
first, when i woke up,
ate breakfast at home,
and went out to plae fish-bee wif haris for a while...
after that, he treated me milo from mac >.<
i told him not to i told him not to...
nvm
i consider it as he pay for me first,
that i pay him back next time...

after that, went home and slacked for a while.
got ready and left the house again at about 2 30.
went to pass the report book to squid,
and then met qing xiang to buy some stuff,
for council camp at near nee soon camp there...

reached home at about 3 30.
slacked somemore,
and left the house again!
at about 5...

went to city hall to meet my mum and my sis,
for dinner...
was bored in the train, so,
i decided to write some poems >.<

sorry, but i am not very good at it yet...
but its still worth a try...

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I watched from afar,
as you got out of the poshed car;
walking away happily,
smiling, waving to your friends sincerely.

With your personality and looks so pure,
that it sometimes makes me feel insecure.

Every single day,
you casually walk away.

And never once, did you realise that one person,
sitting alone, constantly catching his breath.

You just do not realise that one person,
whose heart tends to beat fast, yet slow at the same time,
whenever you are close.

The one person,
who would be willing to sacrifice anything for you.

If only you realised that one person.

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I realise that I have veen thinking about you alot recently

Lying on my bed, staring at the ceiling, with you running through my mind.
Obviously i am in love with you!
Very, very much, that its even making my go mad.
Every single day, you taunt me...

You all that i think about.
Of all my friends,
U are the one who i enjoy being with, the most...
!

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Yup...
so, thats all for todae...
will try to upload some pics soon...
till next time...

2009-11-01T03:45:00.001-08:00

hey peeps...
not posted for quite a while...
been really lazy :X
yea...
tired of bloggin...

I just can't get you out of my mind.

I try my best to forget you...

but it just ain't possible.

You are too deep in my head,

like an in-built memory.

This is the first time,

in such a long time...

That my phone was this silent,

when it used to be violent,

constantly receiving messages from you.

Everything seems to remind me of you.

It is the very breath i take,

and the very pain i feel,

that lets me know that i am still alive.

while i am right here suffering in the dark,

you are probably taking a walk in the park,

with that lucky guy.

you are having so much fun that you just hate saying bye.

well, thats exactly how i feel whenever i am with you.

there you are, chatty as always,

and there i am, lots to say,

but tongue-tied as always,

not knowing how to express in words, all i have to say.

that guy, whoever he is...

just don't know how lucky he is...

to have you thinking about him.

And, never will 'he' be me...

Anyways, lots of thing to update about...

when i woke up in the morning yesterdae,

there was somethin jabbing me in the back...

and guess what was it?

it was half of my specs!

hahas...

it aint a typo...

yes!

i broke my specs...

and i had bb that dae!

ended up reporting late cos i kinda missed the bus...

it just wasnt my dae...

did a total of 73 push-ups that dae!

>.<

anyways, got new frames for my specs...

same lens, but different frame.

i only had one to choose from...

and it sux...

>.<

at night...

i was outside watchin simpsons marathon...

and my mum was like usin my comp...

then she started shouting at me...

cos she found a bag of rotten sandwhich in my bag

*puke puke puke*

(censored, highlight to see)

the sandwhich was all blsck!

there was worms crawling around in it,

and it smelled damn horrible, like dead corpse...

plus...

the other stuff in the bag also had the same smell >.<

luckily there were no worms crawling around in the bag itself...

and that the stupid sandwhich did not empty from the plastic bag, into my bag :X

Anyways, had tuition just now...

and went to the gym after that...

Also went to np after gym, for dinner...

and met 'her' there :X

i kinda ran and hid :X

dunno if she saw me >.<

damn tired...

so...

till next time!

PASSED MALAY!!!

2009-10-26T07:28:00.001-07:00

heys peeps!
guess what?
this is exactly my 100th post on this blog^^
hehehe

btw, sorry did not blog ytd...
was kinda lazy :)
anyways, nothin much happened ytd...
had tuition...
came home and rot...
and rot some more :X

at least todae was more interesting...
had sku...
and got back quite a few results...
QUITE okae...
so far only failed one...

AND GUESS WHAT?!!!
i passed my MALAY!!!!!
can you believe it?
hahas!!!

anyways, just came back from a run wif peter...
damn tired...
hmm...
watchin fringe...
so, till next time :)

really confused >.<

2009-10-24T00:04:00.001-07:00

augh... T.T
man!
i am like really really really confused >.<
don't know what to do!

i know that i am fickle-minded...
but i just can't help it!
uhmmm...
will talk about that a little later...

okay...
will talk about ytd... :)
lets see...
had sku like usual...
ohhhh!!!
we had assembly during pc yesterdae!
FINALLY!
an assembly in such a like time :) (:

hehehe...
i know that i am retarded sometimes =)
had some talk...
yea...
after that, had fridae prayers as usual :X
then, went over to jelutung and had fish-bee trainin wif TV
met up wif pete on the way...

after trainin, went home...
and got changed, before going to airport,
to see my dad off to one of his business trips,
to...
uhm...
darn! can't remember :X

anyways, was damn sleepy ytd...
was like sleepin all the way...
sleepin while havin dinner...
sleepin while slackin at the airport mac...
sleepin on the bus...
sleepin ANYWHERE & EVERYWHERE!
even could sleep while waitin for the bus and on the travelator >.<

yea, that's how sleepy i was...
ohh...
btw, people...
PLS PLS PLS tag me!!!!
my taggy board is dead!
i promise to reply taggies from now on kkays?
but must taggy me hor xD

hmm... todae had bb...
like usual...
but instead of usual parde,
we had an outing to science centre,
to see the body world exibits...

man!!!
i am like all grossed out... >.<
they actually used REAL bodies for the displays...
darn...
its like really disturbing :X

anyways, came back from dinner...
well, got a call from pete just now...
went to plae fish-bee for a while...
and went to his house after that to help him with halo 2 :) (:
yayyy!!!
halo 2 is the best!!!
hehehe...
after that,
got a call from my mum to meet her and my sis at sp for dinner...

hmm...
so i shall now blog bout what i said above...
so yea...
i really don't know what to do :X
i have feelings for her...
yet i don't have feelings for her :X
darn!
i am like so confused and dunno what to do >.<

i guess that its best try forgettin her...
although it may hurt...
but its for my own good...
i don't wanna get hurt again...
so yea...
i guess that thats what i should do...

pic of the dae...

When i was in sec 1, my very first national day parade in this sku

now, this is what happens when three immature boys have nothing to do,

and get too bored

hehehe...
how unglam

how unglam >.<

a post that is NOT about HER...

2009-10-22T08:30:00.002-07:00

heys...

post for todae...

promise to update more regular kkay?

now that i have no examinations and i got my comp back

AHHHHHH!!!!

hehehe

anywayz,

today was kinda boring...

uhhhh...

today woke up in the morning

and had a really light breakfast
cos my dad had some work to do or smt like that...

after that, the whole family squeezed into the car

and we went for lunch :D

yea...

went for dinner and then sent my sis to sku...

after that we dropped my mum at my sis's old sku

she is sort of helping them in the parent support group

even though my sis graduated from there like 9 years ago! :X

so, we went home.

i met up with peter at 3 to discuss some stuff about TV^^

and we also played a little :)

then we went over to sku to pass smt to someone...

yea...

then, we met up again at 7 for a run.

we ran 5.5 km todae!

yayz^^

have not run for a really really long time:X

but surprisingly,

i didnt feel tired after the 5.5.

we even considered a nother round...

but instead,

we went to the fitness corner at pete's block...

and did some pull-ups, and sit-ups.

after that, we played a little more!

hehehe...

okay...

after that, we went home.

my family went squeezed into the car again

and went for supper,

in fact, we just came back.

yea...

hmmm...

my hand still hurts when i move it...

guess that i will be wearing it to sku tomoro >.<

darn...

people would probably laugh at me...

DARN!

i am on duty tomoro >.<

1st command some more >.<

augh...

never mind...

'should' be okae...

anyways, pic of the dae:

a pic taken during the mount K trip earlier this year. pic of the sunset.

nice landscape rite?

hmmm... if only we can experience such sights here in singapore >.<

dunno what to put as title >.<

2009-10-21T06:01:00.001-07:00

hey peeps!

lots of things happened recently...

yay... got my comp monitor back^^

like duh...

anyways, i have lots of things that happened recently...

like really ALOT...

relating to my last post...

hmmm... yea...

heart broken :X

erm... a really strange thing happened recently...

And so... i managed to forgot her...

but thats not the strange thing...

i like the sky(h)!

hahas... its all blue and cloudy^^

you should know what i mean =D

uhm...

exams finally over!

yayz... the very last paper for this year was just now :)

anyway, council camp is coming up...

so, proposal proposal and more proposal :X

gonna drown and die in proposal :X

just had a really damn long meeting just now...

DARN YOU YOU STUPID TOH QING XIANG!

because of you, i can't even move my hand >.<

its like all bandaged up now

and it hurts like hell...

one day...

i am gonna get back at you

*sinister smile*

hmmm...

papers were okae...

confident in some, but still worried about some...

but i guess that it SHOULD be alrite uh...

btw, going to the perth trip wif the sku^^

its like i didnt even sign up for the trip...

i signed up for the cambodia trip...

and while i was at the briefing,

the teacher told me that i was in the perth trip >.<

hmm...

not that its bad or anythin...

just unexpected...

lets blog about TV now...

no! not as in television!

lollll

TV as in Terminal Velocity...

yea...

a frisbee team...

MY frisbee team^^

gonna stay faithful to it forever^^

long live TV!

hahas

we currently have 11 players...

if i am not wrong...

and the maximum number were were thinking of was 10!

hmm...

reserves!

hehehe...

probably having training on fridae^^

yay...

can't wait^^

augh...

the squid is angry at me again :X

and i dont even know what i did!

hmmm...

she would probably cool down after a while...

hmm...

have not posted up any photos in a long long long time...

so...

here goes^^

okae...

my hand already hurts...

so...

till next time^^

heart-broken

2009-10-07T21:24:00.001-07:00

peeps...
just when i was happy again...
been heart-broken again T.T
yea...
was heart-broken AGAIN...
nothin new anyway...
anyways, examinations coming...
in fact, i have papers tomoro...
needa reduce fish-bee T.T
uhh...
nothin much that i can post...
actually have lots of things to sae, but i cant post them...
so... nothin else...
till next time T.T

Forgettin her^^

2009-09-30T01:54:00.001-07:00

hey peeps!

okay... feelin much better recently... hmmm...
cant type long long post cos gotta go soon >< anyways...
not as moody at the other time...
hmmm...
gonna get over her^^
hmmm...
darn...
kinda have someone in my mind ><
not gonna sae who ><
but got lots of people ask me already ><
darn...
i only told a few then spread spread spread
T.T
well, till next time ^^

this sux

2009-09-23T08:05:00.001-07:00

hey...
have been really pissed recently. di first command just now to 'relieve anger'. anyway, i hate it at home. it sux. i also hate myself, sad to say T.T. still have been kinda moody cos of her. but at least i seem to be improving, not as moody as the past few days. anyway, had a maths remedail just now. then went to sp ntuc wif cass and chin yong and haris to get some stuff for thanaseelan b'dae tomoro. will blog more about it on another dae. anyway, life sux...
thats all for now...

pictures

2009-09-21T01:40:00.001-07:00

hey...

i will be going out visiting relatives really soon. so, i am gonna make this short. in fact, i have nothing much to blog about in the first place. i have funally done my english holiday assignment and submitted it, but i am still in the midst of the book review assignment.

i have not uploaded photos in a really long time, so here goes-

hahas... just some random pics...

btw, i just came back from house visiting...

the man who can't be moved

2009-09-20T06:36:00.001-07:00

hey...
still kinda moody, but better then yesterday. just now went over to grandma's house for hari raya gathering. but then, our family left earlier, cos needa go home then after that go send daddy to airport. after sending him to airport, my, mummy and sis went to ion, orchard. lolz... bought shoes^^... anyways, i am really lost. i dunno what to do. to give up, and be free? or to hold on and continue living a mystery? i really need to do something about it, or its gonna weigh me down and if i dun resolve it, it is just gonna pull my eoy grades down.

but as for now, i take back what i said in the other posts. i dun think i will forget her.

The Man Who Can't Be Moved

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you

Gonna camp in my sleeping bag

I'm not gonna move

Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand saying, "if you see this girl can you tell her where I am"

Some people try to hand me money, they don't understand

I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man

I know it makes no sense but what else can I do

How can I move on when I'm still in love with you

Cause If one day you wake up and find your missing me and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be

Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet

And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street

So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Policeman says, "son you can't stay here"

I said, "there's someone I'm waiting for If it's a day, a month, a year"

Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows

If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

Cause If one day you wake up and find your missing me and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be

Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet

And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street

So I'm not moving, I'm not moving, I'm not moving, I'm not moving

People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl

There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world

Maybe i'll get famous as the man who can't be moved

Maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news

And you'll come running to the corner

cause you'll know it's just for you

Im the man who can't be moved

[Chorus 2x]

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you

Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move

http://lyrics.astraweb.com/display/908/the_script..the_script..the_man_who_cant_be_moved.html

yea...

so, thats how i feel...

uhm, thats all for now. so, till next time...

fish-bee after bb

2009-09-19T01:54:00.001-07:00

hi again...
yep, i am still kinda moody. had bb just now, and played fish bee wif aaron and alec after that. than, there was this weird guy who came and asked if he could play too. anyways, tomoro is hari raya; and today is like the last day of fasting. btw, my fish bee is wif briano now. borrowed it just now, and will be getting it back from him later. btw, i dunno if i should chat wif her( she is online now... >.< )

info...

2009-09-18T08:23:00.001-07:00

hi people...
have still been moody... anyways, i kinda edited the info and stuff like that on the left of the blog. nothing much. ouh, and i promise to link and relink you people. but when, i dun know. Sorry peggy! i am not bias, just lazy to link people... and, i guess that the happy tagg doesnt help... i am kinda still moody... T.T. ouh, and i guess that i should start adding labels to my posts...
thats all for now...

moody...

2009-09-17T07:01:00.002-07:00

yo peeps...

wassup? as if i am expecting a reply. hmmm... nothing much recently, except that tomorrow will be the sec 4 graduation ceremony and excos will be performing. it was only about 2 weeks ago that we had done the teachers day performance. have not really been 'happy' recently. not that i show my emotions anyway, and so, it obviously doesnt matter... man... i have been like all moody recently, ever since, uhm( dun wanna talk bout it ). I guess that my close fwends should know what... anyways, big thanks to all those people who visit my blog often. i was like looking at my counter thingy just now... and it is strangely high... it has like 11000 plus visits so far... and thats like a lot... well, i try my best to hide my feelings and save them for here... but still, i cant really post too personal stuff cos my sis reads my bog ( like wth... )... i know that you come here often, and stop commenting on my posts T.T

nothin much...

2009-09-14T23:00:00.001-07:00

hey peeps!
currently having chem lesson at comp lab. as in, havin break? DUH... Anyways, its the second day of school T.T. hhmmm... Nothin much happened recently... Went out last thursday with peter and cass and chin yong... went to... BUY FISH_BEE!!!
hahas... yayz...
hmmm, nothin much to say...
hmmm, sorry, till next time^^

ohh, and btw, i think i may be going to forget about HER T.T

chem lesson

2009-09-07T23:13:00.001-07:00

hey peeps!
blogging again...
Currently having remedial lesson at comp lab 2, Chem. Having a 10 minutes break. Well, lets see... i guess that i dont need to continue the last post, cuz it aint very important anyways. Very excited cuz will be going to buy fish-bee!!! Yayyyz... hmmm, will be going to buy with thanaseelan peter and some other fwends... I have lessons today all the way until 5, and then, i need to go to susu house for exco meeting. Still thinking if i should go straight or go home first... hahas...
trying out new blogging style... like duh... hahas... guess thats all for now^^ till next time!

$55.90

2009-09-05T06:38:00.001-07:00

HEY PEEPS!!!!!!

hahas...

usin my sis comp...

took like a really long time to try convince her to lend me

>.<

hmmm...

ohhh...

something i forgot to put in the last post...

hmmm...

recent event: Teachers' Day

hahas...

hmmm...

excos were the organisers...

>.<

ouch...

and whats more?

its like the very week after examinations...

darn you!

curse you!!!

hahas...

jk jk...

hmm...

or yar...

we excos, also had a performance...

which we only thought of on thursday...

like wth,

and we were supposed to 'audition' on saturday...

two day to prepare!!!

hmmmm...

i guess that it was lesser than two day...

but anyway...

on friday we cheong-ed!!!

hmmm...

my sis just commented that my blog posts seems like i am mentally unstable or something...

T.T

hmmm...

can't be helped...

hmmm...

where was i?

oh ya...

on friday, we went to susu house for our practise, and recording

hmmm...

we met there at 6, and reached home at about 2am!

hmmm...

then on saturday, we met at susu house at 5 and went to school at 7...

darn it...

had CCA...

officer insisted me to skip auditions and go for CCA...

T.T

never mind...

after that, went home and met again at 7, to go to susu house...

this time, we went home at 11pm...

not bad, not bad...

at least we did not miss the last train this time^^

the next day, i went for tuition, and we met at semb mrt at 2...

then, we went for 'shopping',

where we got our attires complete...

me and qx went to SSC to look for the vests...

sadded, couldnt find it...

anyway, i called dardar if he had or if he knew where to get...

and wth...

he was at sp, and said that it sold it there...

well,

we weent there and got it...

wth...

T.T

it was 55.90...

sadded!!!

poof!

so much money gone in one day...

T.T

never mind...

can use it again another time...

hmmm...

darn darn darn...

needa go watch tv now...

the show started already...

augh...

hey peeps, another time okay?

sorry!

hahas...

byes for now^^

holidays

2009-09-03T23:03:00.001-07:00

HEYYY PEEPSSSS!!!!

hahas...

NO, i HAVE not gotten my computer monitor back...

sadded...

hmmm...

i am at the school cosmix again...

anyway, its kinda like the last dae of school...

YAYYYZZZ...

hahas...

and well, my exams are over...

like duh???

man!

did really really really really badly...

T.T

passed 1, failed 7!!!

darn...

oh...

and this holiday, is like no holiday...

saded, have to go back to sku like everydae...

hmmm...

i guess thats all for now...

and so,

till next time!

frisbee

2009-08-20T23:22:00.001-07:00

hey people!!!

hey, sorry neva blogged in a long long long time >.<

well, my comp monitor was kionda taken...

AGAIN!!!

>.<

and, i am not at school cosmix, doing my malay project^^

hahas...

well, lots of things to update...

hmmm...

lets see...

well, i kinda cplayed frisbee and i was GOOD!!!

hahas...

well, thats a surprise,

believe me, i know...

anyway,

exams are starting like...

Next week!!!

darn...

hmmm...

too many things to update, yet soo little time...

taggy me^^

hahas...

thats all for now^^

nothin much recently...

2009-07-17T07:17:00.001-07:00

hey people!
so...
back to blogging...
nothing much recently...
OH...
next week...
CCAs will resume!!!
YAYZ!!!
hahas...
so...
i am guessing that assembly and duty will resume too...
right...
uhm...
lets see...
oh...
just now i let QX and susu try doing flag...
man...
QX did it perfectly...
while sus messed up...
>.<>.<>.<
right...
nothin else...
really sleepy...
NITES!!!
sweet dreams^^
loves ya all^^

walao, sibei tong

2009-07-13T09:05:00.001-07:00

Hey peeps!
i am going to make this update short and simple...
cos...
its like...
oh my, its already 12 05 am...
X
okay...
well, have been in a better mood recently...
yea...
well, thats god...
okayz...
recently have been going to sku with jian xiong...
well, we have been meeting at sp at about 6 10 am and we wpuld slowly walk to sku...
hahas...
yea...
oh...
just now i had my napfa 5 stations...
man...
now stomach and my back...
walao...
sibei tong...
XD...
but seriously...
it hurts like hell!!!
well, did 53 sit-ups...
well, sadded...
had a record of 54 last year...
Anyways, when i was doin the standing broad jump...
i dunno how i jump...
think i may have landed too hard or sumthin...
now my back hurts!
darn...
anyways...
still cheong-ing h/w...
waa sianz...
so stressed until my rashes came back...
-_-''
okay...
needa wake up early tomoro about 4 30...
so needa sleep like...
NOW!
hahas...
right...
thats all for now...

I think i am mentally disturbed...

2009-07-11T04:05:00.002-07:00

Hey people...
Not blog-ged in a long time, as usual. Well, today, i am going to blog about how much my life sux... So, yea, my life sux. Iwould be changing my song again, to welcome to my life by Simple Plan. Have been kinda depressed recently... But heys! Those close friends should know that i dont really show my emotions openly... So, yeah... i have been depressed recently and have been rating how badly my life suck... Well, i suck...
-_-

Do you ever feel like breaking down?

All the time

Do you ever feel out of place?

Yep, most of the time...

Like somehow you just don't belong

I DO NOT... Not here, not anywhere

And no one understands you

YES! Not even 'YOU'...

Do you ever wanna runaway?

Yep, but i don't have the guts... >.<

Do you lock yourself in your room?

Sometimes... Not supposed to have any locked doors at home

With the radio on turned up so loud

Yep, but not that loud until the neighbours would complain... >.<

That no one hears you screaming

I can't scream... cos it would be really loud and will attract attention

No you don't know what it's like

Yep... you don't

When nothing feels all right

Everything is alright for you

You don't know what it's like

...

To be like me

You will never know...

To be hurt

Both physically and mentally( mostly mentally )

To feel lost

Dunno where to go...

To be left out in the dark

I am being left behind...

To be kicked when you're down

Man... you really don't know what its like...

To feel like you've been pushed around

If been pushed around... Especially in primarty sku...>.<

To be on the edge of breaking down

I think i am gonna break down very soon...

And no one's there to save you

No one by my side

No you don't know what it's like

nope...

Welcome to my life

hahas... and it sux rite?

Do you wanna be somebody else?

All the time

Are you sick of feeling so left out?

Yea... but there is nothing i can do...

Are you desperate to find something more?

but there is nothing more...

Before your life is over

No one knows when that would be...

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?

this sux... >.<

There should be peace and no suffering...

Are you sick of everyone around?

Hell yea...

With their big fake smiles and stupid lies

All around me are two faced friends and people

who have nothing but lies...( Well, not everyone are like that )

While deep inside you're bleeding

Its not internal bleeding... >,<

No you don't know what it's like

noooo...

When nothing feels all right

Man.. this whole part is repeated... so, i would skip...

You don't know what it's like

To be like me

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face

Dude, you know who you are. you two-faced lying snake in the grass...

No one ever stabbed you in the back

Yea... You betrayed me with all your stupid lies

You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay

Well, duh... at least i don't show it...

Everybody always gave you what you wanted

Yea... new this new that... >.< ( Again, this does not apply to everyone... )

Never had to work it was always there

Okayzzz... this does not apply to me...

You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurtTo feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

BLACK - lyrics to welcome to my life

RED - My thoughts...

Well, this is only part of how i feel...

But i don't wanna Sae Everything...

Some stuff are betta kept to myself...

hahas...

yea...

No one reads my blog anywayz...

since no one tagged recently...

so yea...

now this is like my personal yet public diary...

Well, i dunno why, but i have been feeling this way only recently( Since Friday, after sku... )...

though i have not been showing it...

So, yea... maybe i will be alright tomoro

I hope...

Thats all for now...

And dont worry...

i DUN THINK i will do anything stupid

>,<